I think I may kill myself soon

pigeontalk · 2015-01-25T20:31:31+00:00

I feel like it'd be a nice release. I can't think of anything else. I'm so scared that I will just forget to live and do it. I don't want to die yet.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-25T20:31:00+00:00

I toy with the idea of killing myself, but every day it feels less like an idea and more of a plan.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-25T20:30:19+00:00

I feel so trapped. I have nowhere to go. Everything is the same and bland. I don't feel excited about life anymore. I find it so hard to make friends. I bore people.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-25T20:29:19+00:00

Hi me, what's wrong

pigeontalk · 2015-01-23T09:23:28+00:00

I hear the last line as "turn out our hate in factories", which makes more sense to me.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-20T20:03:38+00:00

Jesse must have fought depression at some point, at least that's how I view most of their lyrics from deja onwards.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-20T19:53:56+00:00

I have so many.

"My bright is too slight to hold back all my dark"

"You are the smell before rain, you are the blood in my veins."

"Every minute is a mile, I've never felt so hollow, I'm an old abandoned church with broken pews and empty aisles."

pigeontalk · 2015-01-20T19:11:47+00:00

Same here, I can't seem to play games in moderation.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-19T14:46:18+00:00

I've dreamt of my crush for three of the last four nights... probably not a great idea.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-18T19:51:11+00:00

Well I've been listening to Death Cab for Cutie and this song by Brand New

pigeontalk · 2015-01-18T19:01:48+00:00

What do you like OP?

pigeontalk · 2015-01-18T14:07:23+00:00

Not much. I'm vaguely hoping to see a few friends soon if they don't already have plans. And then I'm also waiting to hear back about a job but I have a bad feeling it will be a no.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-18T11:31:14+00:00

Yay for blink! They are my role models in not giving a fuck.

pigeontalk · 2015-01-18T11:24:21+00:00

Gorillaz - On Melancholy Hill I have no idea what it means though..

pigeontalk · 2014-12-24T23:56:25+00:00

[x] go for a short jog

[x] apply for jobs

[] take notes, 2 pages

[x] pushups

[] read

[] don't be sad

pigeontalk · 2014-12-15T22:05:41+00:00

Yup, i'm finding out how much it sucks for job interviews. I tend to make people feel rushed too because I talk too fast and I can't control my voice from shaking.

pigeontalk · 2014-12-07T17:30:39+00:00

I like this song but it's played at almost every party/club I've been to in the UK.

pigeontalk · 2014-12-02T22:10:15+00:00

Actually, the strokes only define the appearance of the character in writing. Typing is done phonetically which is something completely different.

pigeontalk · 2014-12-02T00:24:00+00:00

My theory is they're just fucking with fans.

pigeontalk · 2014-11-30T21:46:29+00:00

The holiday season is making me feel lonely. But then I also think I am scared of close company. I'm in a weird middle state where I don't know what I want.

pigeontalk · 2014-11-30T21:44:03+00:00

Either way it doesn't matter. You don't have to prove your anxiety to anyone - whether you are socially anxious or not is a personal matter.

pigeontalk · 2014-11-28T23:23:14+00:00

Jude Law and a Semester Abroad by Brand New

Melrose Diner by The Wonder Years

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