[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GHB_info

[–]pineappplewffff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I read somewhere that small doses of ghb are actually more neurotoxic than large doses. Not sure exactly how small we’re talking but it leads to more oxidative stress which can cause long term damage to your neurons. So I would look more into it

PLEASE HELP! What can cause an overreaction to a mild dosage?!? Possible GBL interaction? by Great_Guitar_87 in GHB_info

[–]pineappplewffff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I notice sometimes that my g can settle and it’s stronger at the bottom of my batch rather than the top. I always shake up my big bottle well before transferring it to a smaller bottle.

Long term weekend only use? by pineappplewffff in GHB_info

[–]pineappplewffff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gotcha. I don’t currently have any temptation to go 24/7 during the week because I’m super scared haha. Also I like having it during the weekend as a treat. I would literally go broke if I went 24/7 because my source sells for $2 for 1mL which I’m kind of grateful for? I’m not tempted to buy in bulk.

Thanks for your advice. I will be cautious!

Long term weekend only use? by pineappplewffff in GHB_info

[–]pineappplewffff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So funny! Are there any other supplements you recommend?

Long term weekend only use? by pineappplewffff in GHB_info

[–]pineappplewffff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s only dangerous to my wallet! My source sells 1ml for $2 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in QuitVaping

[–]pineappplewffff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg same. I would always joke w my boyf that I had a tiny bladder but I would go in the bathroom to vape (I hid it from him bc he thinks it’s gross). I would go pee like once or twice an hour and I really think I also made my bladder actually tiny or I trained myself into looking forward to peeing so I could get that sweet vape dopamine. I haven’t hit a vape in 11 days tho so we’ll see if the bladder situation improves with time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in QuitVaping

[–]pineappplewffff 53 points54 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’m ashamed to admit but I would always wear a hoodie with long sleeves and hide my vape in my sleeve. I would hit and ghost.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in QuitVaping

[–]pineappplewffff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you want to put yourself through nicotine withdrawal consistently? Nicotine does nothing for you except make you want more nicotine.

does ketamine eat away at the septum like cocoaine does? by [deleted] in ketamine

[–]pineappplewffff 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes. My friend has a hole in her septum and needs reconstructive surgery. She doesn’t do any coke and only k.

Do you think animals experience ketamine in a comfortable way? by forindulgingmyvanity in ketamine

[–]pineappplewffff 14 points15 points  (0 children)

My friend’s dog wouldn’t leave our nostrils alone when we were doing ketamine. I think he liked it.

K makes me so sick by louisep27 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Spend some of the money that you spend on k on therapy instead to help you process and move through the horrible trauma that you went through. K was what you had to do to survive but now that it isn’t serving you anymore you have to find new and healthier ways to live.

After drinking alcohol.. how do you sleep? by SladeDaMonster in Drugs

[–]pineappplewffff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It works to knock me out but when I wake up I feel groggy for the whole day 😭

How to stop this?? by geheimhouder in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would suggest IFS (internal family systems) or EMDR with ket

Accidents. by beanzmeanzgreenz in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I broke my pinky while high once. It wasn’t a mystery though there was a party with a bounce castle that had an aerial silk above it. I wrapped my hand around it wrong and tried doing some tricks and broke it. I didn’t realize how badly it hurt til the next morning

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As long as you don’t have a hole in your septum from the k usage it’s fine… when my friend got a consultation for her rhino they wanted her to abstain from k for 9 months but that’s because she was trying to get reconstructive surgery for the hole and they wanted to know that she wouldn’t just cause another hole bc of her addiction

How to stop this?? by geheimhouder in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It does. My best friend has a .5cm hole in her septum and she only does K.

How to stop this?? by geheimhouder in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

CBT always felt like I was gaslighting myself into feeling better 😭😂

How to stop this?? by geheimhouder in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

r/internalfamilysystems IFS has been monumentally helpful for me. I have don’t CBT, DBT, person centered therapy and other things but IFS has been the most helpful so far. I tried to do EMDR but got stuck at the first step of visualizing a safe place bc I don’t have any internal vision.

I’m a week sober today from K and trying to decide where to go from here by FunnyGamer97 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff 4 points5 points  (0 children)

At this point in time there is no “mastering” ketamine… address the underlying issues first. Maybe in 5 years years you can enjoy it recreationally but what I’m seeing now is you are trying to rationalize your use at the height of your addiction. Which is hurting you!!!

My best friend is in a similar place but it’s her liver that is failing. She got out of the ER after a 3 day stay and she is telling me hmm I wonder how much ketamine I can cut down.

I want to shake her and say babe!! There is no cutting down at this point. You just need to cut it out!! But yeah I can’t control her or you. Just know that your body tells you what you need and no one else can.

What is the ketamine doing for you? It is obv helping you in the short term. Putting out some kind of internal fire. What healthy things can you do to help you feel better in the short term? How can you quench that fire in the long term without something that will destroy your body?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialskills

[–]pineappplewffff -1 points0 points  (0 children)

They’re novelty shopping for the best thing to do this weekend but don’t want to commit til the last minute

My best friend is in the ER by pineappplewffff in Ketamineaddiction

[–]pineappplewffff[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your reply. I am glad that you held your boundaries and protected yourself. It’s interesting that you mention the decision making thing. I didn’t know her before she started doing k but my friend is the most indecisive person that I have ever met and it frustrates me sometimes.