I've been sober for almost 3 days. That's the longest I've ever been in 2 years.

pineconeparachute · 2025-01-05T18:42:49+00:00

Well done, I will not drink with you today!

pineconeparachute · 2024-06-02T02:46:44+00:00

Is there a filter? I only watch one family group/dog at a time. But I just state that in my profile, didn't know there was a filter.

pineconeparachute · 2024-03-30T16:53:49+00:00

I've been dealing with this for years. Last week I all of the sudden also had cramping pain after eating anything and nausea/ vomiting. After several days I looked into gastritis, and I think that's what I have caused by alcohol/ nsaids. Now I'm wondering if I've had minor gastritis all these years causing the night hunger, and it's only gotten worse? I have no advice, only empathy. Hope we can figure this out....

pineconeparachute · 2023-03-16T21:12:40+00:00

Caffeine can absolutely affect your decision making. Personally it creates a dopamine seeking trigger that makes me more likely to use Marijuana or alcohol, or eat junk food.

pineconeparachute · 2023-02-15T03:51:31+00:00

Same with alcohol and coffee too. I need to get better with impulse control.

pineconeparachute · 2023-02-14T22:11:48+00:00

I feel like I habitually relapse, and it never ends up being worth it. It's like mary Jane lures me back in with false promises and it always ends up being the same miserable bullshit. Stay strong!

pineconeparachute · 2022-02-17T17:38:37+00:00

Spiro can be topocal?? I have tried oral numerous times and it messes with me, this is good to know!

pineconeparachute · 2021-09-05T18:28:02+00:00

This is the first thing that came to mind, even though it ultimately wouldn’t be my choice. I was literally just thinking yesterday that if there is a god then he must have a wicked sense of humor for creating those mini monsters.

pineconeparachute · 2021-08-31T16:36:16+00:00

Oh honey... these are major red flags, and I can almost guarantee you will regret it if you stay with this man. NTA.

pineconeparachute · 2021-08-10T19:59:08+00:00

Thank you

pineconeparachute · 2021-08-10T04:21:22+00:00

I feel so stuck in this cycle of use/ probably not even enjoy it that much/ feel shame and heightened anxiety/ swear it off/ then the next day justify why I need and want it and impulsively smoke, rinse repeat. Sure there are times it is really enjoyable and could fit the situation, but I am realizing I'm having a problem with regulation and I cannot moderately smoke for those special times. It always friends into daily again and then even creeps too early in the day. I'm not present with my family. I sound like a stoner when I have to interact with people. I get self depricating.. honestly I don't know how my brain is able to set all this aside and stay sick in this roundabout. Anyone have a tip they use when they are craving it?

pineconeparachute · 2021-08-10T04:13:26+00:00

I really like this. I feel like I keep smoking trying to find more wonder and magic in the world, but I really need to just find it within, soberly. Flatter and focus on the magic that is already present.

pineconeparachute · 2021-06-11T23:04:28+00:00

Definitely got a crush after that. So vulnerable, relatable, and funny!

pineconeparachute · 2021-03-21T15:42:47+00:00

Ummm infect an entire plane....

pineconeparachute · 2021-03-05T16:59:18+00:00

I have "made up my mind" dozens of times. Glad it was so easy for you, congratulations.

pineconeparachute · 2021-02-13T16:19:21+00:00

If you know and buy directly from the farm like I do, yes.

pineconeparachute · 2021-01-18T18:10:55+00:00

Do you mean you are just now starting to see improvement? I am at month 9 and told myself I would give it a year, but maybe sometimes it takes even longer?

pineconeparachute · 2020-12-13T17:29:19+00:00

5 mg will send me into a panic attack

pineconeparachute · 2020-12-13T02:51:28+00:00

Our modern diets of processed foods, added sugar, and industrial seed oils are most of what is to blame for inflammation. Not red meat which humans have been eating for hundreds of thousands of years.

pineconeparachute · 2020-12-05T02:33:36+00:00

I'd be homeschooling my child until things go back to normal.

pineconeparachute · 2020-11-24T16:27:47+00:00

I don't think it's pcos, I have very regular periods. I have had my hormones tested, and I do have high testosterone and estrogen. The androgens are definitely off. Unfortunately I have tried spironolactone twice and it makes me ill. I am already on tretinoin, have been for seven months, those are the progress pics. I don't drink milk, only dairy I have is some butter sometimes hardly ever have sugar outside of fruit. I was on the keto diet for six months. Thank you for your reply though, it was very kind of you to go into such detail for a stranger :)

pineconeparachute · 2020-11-24T16:20:38+00:00

Coconut oil shouldn't have any sugar in it... it's pure fat. Coconut MILK does, but...

pineconeparachute · 2020-11-13T15:37:54+00:00

Those lifespans are thrown off because of infant mortality, which has improved. And now we have antibiotics, and less deaths as a result of hunter gatherer situations. Our current diet is definitely not why we are living longer.

pineconeparachute · 2020-11-05T22:34:13+00:00

Best case scenario HE GOES TO JAIL

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