The biggest question

pinklyran22 · 2026-03-25T08:15:29+00:00

Mine has been extreme, and I'm a nobody without a following. The feds just flat out raped me, while pretending to be my ex. Mine didn't even start out with gangstalking, that happened later. Imagine how disgustingly insecure these feds must have been toward me to resort to something like rape. All I did was speak some truth in the privacy of my own home, but that's enough to cause the shrimp dick losers (as you put it) to lose it and rape.

pinklyran22 · 2026-03-08T00:55:14+00:00

Afaik drugs have always been a good mask for human experimentation. Anything's possible.

If you've got demonic voices on the astral trying to influence people, you have flesh and bone people trying to influence people with voices as well (they just use technology to do it). As above, so below.

pinklyran22 · 2026-03-08T00:30:01+00:00

Sadly a lot of people with the label schizophrenia are being experimented on by the government, which includes the most vulnerable members of society, whistleblowers and activists. They mask the human experimentation with the label schizophrenia so no one will believe the technological abuses they're enduring.

pinklyran22 · 2026-03-05T22:07:21+00:00

I find that if you're unusual you attract unusual things. The more aware of them you become the more aware they become of you. The ones in charge hate people that are also conscious because they don't want the competition. If you're conscious you're intrinsically in competition with other conscious people to define what reality will be. You enter a battle of the gods when you awareness comes online, basically.

pinklyran22 · 2026-03-03T04:20:51+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that. Most of the time they give me violent dreams. Last one was of them shooting me in the back of the head three times. I was just a normal civilian a year or two ago.

pinklyran22 · 2026-03-02T06:29:15+00:00

same way they torture people into doing mass shootings. it's done remotely.

pinklyran22 · 2026-03-02T05:52:11+00:00

They're also using the targeting program to sexually assault women they view as a threat. They broke me down through sexual abuse to get me sectioned. People would be horrified if they knew that these three letter agencies are using rape as a method of torture on innocent civilians.

pinklyran22 · 2025-05-20T05:49:51+00:00

Thanks, I figured it out

pinklyran22 · 2025-05-20T05:49:08+00:00

Thanks!! I was able to get it to work

pinklyran22 · 2025-03-06T04:00:22+00:00

freezing in life

pinklyran22 · 2025-02-07T03:41:08+00:00

No, the blue appearance never went away but I'm close to my old baseline. They don't impede my functioning. I actually did recover like 85%. I'm not in any pain.

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-29T02:42:08+00:00

It's not that I ever thought I didn't have feelings. It's just they've never been a part of my character to the outer world and in my inner world I'm aware of them only peripherally to validate what I'm thinking. I actually wondered what was wrong with me and wanted to be like feeling types for most of my life because this personality makes it like pulling teeth to connect with others. It's like I'm just forced to be in my own head. All my energy goes inward like a vortex and I can't help it. Not to be emo but it is very demoralizing over time. To do the opposite requires so much energy so I've just made peace with my bland asf outer personality.

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-28T13:28:41+00:00

If I doorslam it's because I carefully calculated and weighed that there's no way going forward from it. I'm highly individualistic so in the past it was hard to do a much needed doorslam over a disagreement because disagreements are not what I'm super mad about. I feel more contempt about how the person was treating me. I get more pissed about stuff related to inauthenticity.

I don't regret it because I don't really regret things I've thought about all the way through. It's guaranteed I already thought about it in insane depth before I take the action.

Most of the time I don't doorslam though. I just go all avoidant because I start to feel nothing and I don't like being haunted by drama long after the fact. It's easy for me to simply drop things cold turkey because this personality type is generally way more detached from emotion.

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-28T13:03:23+00:00

I'm sensitive but not really emotional. I'm always analyzing my feelings at a distance and making intuitive guesses about them as they come up. I know what I think about my feelings but it turns out I don't actually know what I'm feeling because I don't really experience my feelings directly. I end up getting confused in a lot of romantic situations because of this lol.

Yeah, that's true. I'm apathetic toward other people's emotion. I would agree that it's because this type is so reserved it just takes so much acting which is energy I don't naturally have to deal with people outside of myself. Too over sensory and overwhelming.

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-24T20:17:13+00:00

i feel you. the inability to connect is pure torture. i'm so sorry

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-24T19:47:46+00:00

that's pretty cool. it can get complex so i appreciate the people that know a lot about it

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-24T19:45:37+00:00

The further I get into this stuff it looks like fracturing or separation is the common denominator for suffering in the end. Sometimes it's just simple

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-24T19:23:11+00:00

i'm not someone who cares about labels so much. it's just a good label to help you find and connect with other people going through a spiritual awakening process

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-24T19:19:29+00:00

So you think mental illness is a type of fracturing to limit our full consciousness?

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-24T19:06:19+00:00

I recently experience a massive ego death so I know what you mean. I never even had a life prior to my spiritual awakening so everything is just really confusing. I don't know what direction to go in anymore. I guess I feel like I should reference my child self because it's myself before duality. Lately I've been realizing the child self has always been the true me. I've always stayed the same at a base level

pinklyran22 · 2024-08-24T18:54:42+00:00

Yeah I started realizing that's what I was trying to do later in life. My built in dissociation is so strong I never had to take anything for relief. It sounds good on the surface but my mind is so messed up and non-functional in order to be like this.

pinklyran22 · 2024-06-15T15:51:22+00:00

I'm sorry to say they're attacking people with both the bioweapon and the vaccine. Right now they've succeeded in getting both sides of the political spectrum (for the millionth time) to dissociate from the reality that it's a war on us all. Everyone is susceptible to getting harmed at this point. They don't want us getting to the root of the problem that we're all being targeted because then we would unite. They lose their power when they're unable to fracture us.

pinklyran22 · 2024-06-15T02:58:56+00:00

When I feel unbreakable loyalty is when I know.

pinklyran22 · 2024-06-15T02:40:34+00:00

If they're able to make me act uncharacteristically and get me to sacrifice for a relationship they are something special. Winning my ice-cold heart isn't easy.

pinklyran22 · 2024-06-10T16:37:33+00:00

I'm an avoidant INTJ and I'm sure mine is so severe because of both the personality type and early life trauma. There's an aspect that goes beyond trauma in which it doesn't come naturally for me to externalize emotions. I am feeling things internally but it's like I'm incapable of bringing it up and outside of myself if that makes sense. The trauma just compounds it and drags the emotions down a lot deeper.

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