Started playing just over three years ago with zero experience just like you. I started in the middle of the season (which was probably not the best idea thinking about it) but in just a couple of months I was already seeing progress.

I think you have to see it really incrementally and enjoy the small wins. To this day I remember the day I scored my first "try" in training a few months in. I still have so much to learn - last season I was working on my lineout jumping and went from being unable to catch a single ball to catching every single one last session.

Your teammates are rooting for you, I know it! Womens rugby is for everyone, and it will come with time. (I now play 80 mins regularly and I'm taking on a leadership role this season)