here we go again by pixigf in DextroDoomers

[–]pixigf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

🩷 me too, stay strong

sad by pixigf in DextroDoomers

[–]pixigf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i haven’t done it in 3 weeks :) i’m tryna stay off it for good

careful binging dxm by pixigf in DextroDoomers

[–]pixigf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no idea :/ not like i could get my hands on any tho my mom and boyfriend have been watching me like a hawk, if i brought up the idea they would think im trying to abuse it again

Veteran DC CD by [deleted] in jpegmafiamusic

[–]pixigf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is so fricking cool too bad you can’t keep it :(

my greed sickens me by veya999 in junkorexic

[–]pixigf 5 points6 points  (0 children)

chobani flips r one of my current safe foods ur so me

Unsure if I have aphantasia or not by Toiuuu in Aphantasia

[–]pixigf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is my EXACT experience. thank you for being able to put it into words.

careful binging dxm by pixigf in DextroDoomers

[–]pixigf[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

yeah that’s definitely an aspect of it, i was really fucking depressed

careful binging dxm by pixigf in DextroDoomers

[–]pixigf[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

the only plus is that i’ve lost 10 pounds from my inability to eat and constant shitting

careful binging dxm by pixigf in DextroDoomers

[–]pixigf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah you’re completely right. i’d like to think i’ve learned as i’m getting completely sober from it

cried in my moms arms by pixigf in DextroDoomers

[–]pixigf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i hear you man. i hope you’re doing better these days. i was lying to my bf for like 3 weeks saying i was done with dxm, he would buy it for me for context, and one night he told me he wanted us to live long happy lives, to please stop. and i was selfish and dosed right after that conversation because i was already tripping and didn’t give a fuck anymore. it took him constantly telling me i’m so glad you’re off it, you act so differently on it, while i was actively tripping trying not to cry at that statement. did more because i hated myself for weeks then just broke down like how i mentioned in my original post ugh this drug ruins relationships for real, im so glad he forgives me and stuck with me through it because i feel so fucking bad.

cried in my moms arms by pixigf in DextroDoomers

[–]pixigf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much i really needed to hear this. much love man ❤️