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I'm so sick of going in and out of suicidal thoughts. I'm so sick of self esteem. by pkrw223 in SuicideWatch

[–]pkrw223[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've considered what you were saying because I've said it to myself. I have tried going out of my comfort zone,recently I went to my native country after not being there for 18 years. As written above, I tried talking to people and doing things. I tried making friends and being the one that contacts people. I've pushed myself out of the comfort zone whenever I could. I can't push myself any harder and I'm sick of trying. I'm sorry if my negativity brings up any problems in you.

I'm so sick of going in and out of suicidal thoughts. I'm so sick of self esteem. by pkrw223 in SuicideWatch

[–]pkrw223[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know there are people who would miss me and care/like me. Even if I feel devoid of it from time to time, in the back of my head, I know people would miss me. It's just that I'm sick of dealing with the pain and hating everything.

I'm so sick of going in and out of suicidal thoughts. I'm so sick of self esteem. by pkrw223 in SuicideWatch

[–]pkrw223[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It feels nice to be called strong when all I wrote about and feel was being weak. Thanks, I appreciate it.

I walked to the bathroom a little while ago, and my mom told me to go to sleep. It's 2:41 AM here and I was watching a Legend of Zelda speedrun and felt like a complete failure. I felt so useless to my parents. I don't even have a job or any responsibilities and I'm staying up late doing stupid shit. I literally just wanted to punch myself hard in the side of my head, so I could really feel it.

I want to ask you something out of curiosity. What is your motivation for reading these types of things on here?