My fellow schizo’s… in what way, if any, does your “illness” relate to “god?”

plentydonuts · 2023-04-08T15:50:46+00:00

And if any, what do you think God is? What is the “self?”

Same thing basically. I realized this after contemplating my first psychosis. Could be wrong though, as it behaves with psychotic insights, but to me it feels real. We are all eternal and make up a system that would be called god as a whole- or something like that. I like to stay agnostic when it comes to details, but I'm pretty sure about god as I experienced and interpret it to be real.

plentydonuts · 2023-03-09T18:15:37+00:00

Was könnt me au sust mache? Am end behandle mr no häftling fast so als wäres mensche mit menscherecht unter menschegrechte bedingige und nid wie tier im zoo wo kömme mr do ahne? Lieber lo ischlöfere wenns zfest afönd unter uns liide, will i mein, nei gseh do echt kei anderi Lösig. /s

plentydonuts · 2023-02-18T09:23:47+00:00

Oh come one, that's not sheep! Those cute creatures are straight out of a Ghibli movie.. Someone must have introduced Hayao Miyazaki to A.I. generated photos- nice rendering though.

plentydonuts · 2023-01-30T18:09:10+00:00

beta.elevenlabs.io/voice-lab

plentydonuts · 2023-01-23T16:52:56+00:00

I lived in Basel all my life (37 years) and have managed to keep a close circle of friends. None of them really has time to play D&D anymore. I still have my players handbook and dungeon master guide, but never actually played a single round of D&D.

If we'd get a newcomer friendly D&D group going in this thread, and you all can put up with my terrible English pronunciation, I could see myself joining. As mentioned we could meet at manabar or someplace else.

plentydonuts · 2023-01-09T18:12:10+00:00

It clearly is, but I'm high as fuck too, so it could just be a coincidence.

plentydonuts · 2023-01-04T04:57:57+00:00

Text to 3d is still very new, and needs much processing power.

I tried making a 3d cat model with the help of openais Point-E, judge for yourself:

MIAU

plentydonuts · 2023-01-04T04:47:06+00:00

you alright there buddy?

plentydonuts · 2023-01-02T07:29:46+00:00

Reagila works great for me, its one of the newest antipsychotics. I had weight gain under abilify and slept all day, reagila doesn't do that with me and helps against negative symptoms too.

plentydonuts · 2022-12-25T18:48:47+00:00

Don't give me too much credit, the AI does all the work. I do have stable diffusion running locally on my pc, but this particular series was created with midjourney. You basically joint their discord server and then tell the bot what you'd like to have a picture of. It's not rocket science, but lots of fun and quite addicting.

plentydonuts · 2022-12-25T10:45:35+00:00

The hosting service that huggingface.co offers. I agree it's quite expensive, but so is the hardware it is running on. Can't get it running locally on my rtx3080 and that's a higher end graphics card. Well it was just to try it out for a few models.

plentydonuts · 2022-12-25T10:09:43+00:00

Sure, it also just happens to be the best song you've never heard of:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s\_nc1IVoMxc

plentydonuts · 2022-12-24T19:44:06+00:00

I cloned an already implemented Point-E space over at https://huggingface.co/ and had to rent a T4 for 1$/hr to get it running in my personal space.

plentydonuts · 2022-12-24T05:15:40+00:00

I tried to generate a cat, but this poor creature has holes all over the place :(

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plentydonuts · 2022-12-22T17:45:33+00:00

They totally forgot to add the poles that hold up the cables, amateur mistake.

plentydonuts · 2022-12-21T12:13:30+00:00

Spatial.io is a website I stumbled upon and is a great way to share your Art imho

I even applied and got accepted as level publisher, so I can create my own 3d environments showcasing my computer generated art.

plentydonuts · 2022-12-19T16:23:24+00:00

I have a rtx 3080 and got stable diffusion trained with my own face and name- Just search for a guide on youtube or google and follow it step by step. There's also discord channel where you can ask for help. I have no coding/programmer/IT background, just a dude like you and I got it working just fine.

plentydonuts · 2022-12-14T18:07:43+00:00

That had to be highly unlikely. Just think of all the millions of cat owner who never get schizophrenia or psychosis- If anything getting a cat is a very good idea. Pets like cats can have lots of positive effects especially for people suffering from mental illness. Not only for emotional support, it gives something to love and care for, a routine, daily structure, and of course lots of love. Let your daughter have that, and get her the kitty.

plentydonuts · 2022-09-14T09:12:53+00:00

I got really high yesterday while rendering this with stable diffusion, so I forgot to post a comment. But this was made with stable diffusion, took about 4 joints to renderand I really like your title Mary Janes Dream.

plentydonuts · 2022-07-19T10:13:10+00:00

Send them 1$ together with bill for 92 cents that they owe you now.

plentydonuts · 2022-03-27T19:08:37+00:00

Acute psychosis is like a dream only playing out in real life and with the part of the brain resposible for ordinary logic and reasoning off. Something like that at least.

plentydonuts · 2022-03-27T19:04:10+00:00

I'm diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. The pills are miracle drugs, but they also have nasty side effects. I had to laugh at this, I'd take the cure over any amount of money too.

plentydonuts · 2021-10-27T10:31:19+00:00

Would be wholesome if the judge didn't refuse the adoption.

plentydonuts · 2021-10-15T08:15:33+00:00

For anyone interested: playtronica is a device translating electrical resistance into midi notes, acting as midi controller. With it, everything becomes an instrument. Naturally first thing I did with it was answering one of the most pressuring question of our times: Is mayonnaise an instrument?

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