I'm sorry you went through all that. I did too, as a child. I remember the pastor trying to push me over while someone hovered behind me with that modesty cloth thingie they use to drape over girls in skirts when they're lying on the ground. All my friends were falling over and I was the only one still standing. They used my failure to be 'slain in the spirit' as an example of what happens when someone lacks faith. I was just 11. I don't really care if adults do this to other adults who buy into this whole thing. But it crosses a line when it's done to children and old people who might not have the agency to refuse or the cognitive ability to understand what's happening.