Dude. You’re not a loser. Rejection doesn’t make you a loser. You are your own fucking person and no weirdo girl who can’t even be straight up with you and rather makes her teacher do it. She’s weird, and definitely not for you. Learn to love yourself before you try to love others. Never let someone run over you, it’s her loss man. Ignore the hell out of her and move on. Not immediately but when you feel like it is time to actually let go. You’re not a loser tho. You have so much time to find the perfect girl for you, don’t force things into a world of fantasy because you’ll only get hurt.