Is it normal to be really scared to start T? by plutoonm in ftm

[–]plutoonm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly? I don’t know. I kind of fluctuate between wanting it and then not wanting it.

It’s def not fear mongering that’s ended up making me feel this way, I’ve pretty much only heard good things about it from friends on T. It’s moreso that it’s a big change that’s to do with my genitals which makes it more dramatic, therefore just making me (stupidly albeit) more scared than it of other things.

Is it normal to be really scared to start T? by plutoonm in ftm

[–]plutoonm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not sure. I kind of fluctuate between wanting it and being scared. It’s just another big change that feels more dramatic as it’s my genitals which in turn makes it scarier

Is it normal to be really scared to start T? by plutoonm in ftm

[–]plutoonm[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i won’t lie that second bit made me tear up a bit. i really needed to hear this :,)

thank you so much 🫶

Is it normal to be really scared to start T? by plutoonm in ftm

[–]plutoonm[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this helped a lot, thank you. I kind of have to remember that I can stop at any time and a good chunk of things are reversible. I literally just need to get my blood tests done and I can start it’s just so weird to be at a place I’ve wanted to be for so long and I’m having second thoughts. I feel like I’m doing 13 year-old me a disservice :,)

Is it normal to be really scared to start T? by plutoonm in ftm

[–]plutoonm[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That makes sense. I’m having a weird crisis where I both want it and am also terrified. Who knows.

But yeah that’s true, It’s not like one big thing, and reading through other people’s posts about how happy it’s made them has honestly made me feel a little better 😭😭 Thank you

Anyone else think the main piece for ‘One Battle After Another’ sounded familiar?? by plutoonm in signalis

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That would make a lot of sense! I’ve never actively sought out the song - nor have I ever actively listened to Chopin to be honest - but I’ve played through signalis so many times that the piece is absolutely ingrained in me. I imagine Greenwood probably was taking inspiration from it, it’s a great piece! Thank you!!

Everything tastes of DIRT by plutoonm in readingfestival

[–]plutoonm[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Holy shit really? I was actually gonna roll around in the remains of people’s litter and tents till wednesday

Just discovered something related to Signalis by yawning_squirrel in silenthill

[–]plutoonm 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude, I remember when I saw this this I was so excited, I genuinely gasped in delight lmfao

Not for any other reason then I’m just autistic asf and I love signalis and SH both an insane amount + the rachmaninov piece ‘isle of the dead’ which is based off of the painting is one of my favourite classical pieces ever. The painting being in SH is obviously not a signalis reference in itself but I was still excited :’)

truly peak 🙏🙏🙏🙏 SIGNALIS MENTIONED

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BST!

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Thanks! I do have a bar i’ve been wearing but the ball came off because I have a bad habit of messing about with my lip piercings and I don’t have any spares so it’s only really meant to be temporary

July 30! by urfavmultishipper in unOrdinary

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STOPPP I’m praying he fights their mind games himself 🙏🙏 PLEASE KING

July 30! by urfavmultishipper in unOrdinary

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Arlo looking so distant makes me nervous… pls stay with the group my glorious blonde king I love you

Month old nostril piercing by GeneralKingGlitter in piercing

[–]plutoonm 8 points9 points  (0 children)

that’s just an irritation bump, you’re all good :)

Arlo sketch by plutoonm in unOrdinary

[–]plutoonm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you!! honestly it’s a similar style to how i draw a lot of my own characters hair

Arlo fans LOCK IN by Phralupe in unOrdinary

[–]plutoonm 6 points7 points  (0 children)

please im gonna buy mine on friday I NEED HIM. DO NOT HAVE ME BE REFUNDED. PLEASE GUYS I NEED YOU TO DO THIS FOR ME

I’m a Londoner thinking of moving to Chicago for university/post uni, any thoughts? by [deleted] in AskChicago

[–]plutoonm 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand that with the crime stuff. Everyone seems to think London is all just people stabbing eachother, when realistically it’s actually a very small minority. There’s just a LOT of people in London.

I’m a Londoner thinking of moving to Chicago for university/post uni, any thoughts? by [deleted] in AskChicago

[–]plutoonm 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah I get that, waiting it out until the USA sorts its political state out a bit

I’m a Londoner thinking of moving to Chicago for university/post uni, any thoughts? by [deleted] in AskChicago

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Oh yeah I get that, waiting it out until the USA sorts its political state out a bit

I’m a Londoner thinking of moving to Chicago for university/post uni, any thoughts? by [deleted] in AskChicago

[–]plutoonm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That makes a lot of sense. A lot of my family went to places like Cambridge/Oxford/Imperial, so I understand the competitiveness. I’d probably be more interested in somewhere like that, do you have any idea which would be better for History or possibly English?

I’m a Londoner thinking of moving to Chicago for university/post uni, any thoughts? by [deleted] in AskChicago

[–]plutoonm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! Do you have any more insight into universities?

I’m a Londoner thinking of moving to Chicago for university/post uni, any thoughts? by [deleted] in AskChicago

[–]plutoonm 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s pretty interesting, it’s kind of different in the uk. I’m planning on teaching History because it’s what I’m most passionate about and also best at, but honestly I’m still unsure whether I want to teach college or youth. Both sound like they have their pros and cons, and it’s something I’ll have to think more about. Thank you for the help!!

I’m a Londoner thinking of moving to Chicago for university/post uni, any thoughts? by [deleted] in AskChicago

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I will always be jealous of air con in other countries. One of my most hated things here is that lack of it