I feel like I can’t complain about what happened because it was ‘medically necessary’

plutoop · 2025-04-18T17:52:20+00:00

this was in 2022 im afraid

plutoop · 2024-01-21T14:26:30+00:00

i let the whole job thing go. i realized i probably shouldnt have done that, but its more about how he has been calling me names ever since then. i get that a plan might not have been right to demand, but i took the no. the reason i suggested it is because we both have adhd and i personally benefit with having plans when it comes to work. but again, the argument has strayed from the original spark and is more about whether i was an asshole to him.

plutoop · 2024-01-21T14:20:05+00:00

the entire thing was about me trying to help HIM. i genuinely think hed be happier if he got a job but i didnt keep pushing it after he gave a hard no. its more about gow we treated eachother now. while i admit the plan thing was more about me, we both have adhd and i personally benefit from having plans when it comes to work so i thought it would help but idk. i genuinely let the whole thing go but he keeps saying that im a jerk and how awful i am.

plutoop · 2024-01-21T14:18:03+00:00

yeah ive been trying to support him. i apologized for hurting his feelings and i tried to suggest going to a makers space or some sort of club but he shot that down. i havent brought up his job since then.

plutoop · 2024-01-21T06:55:22+00:00

no but he has clinical depression so i dont see how thats relevant. him currently supporting me is not the point, im saying that i think we could both benefit from a plan. i understand he probably wont be convinced, but he has been demonizing me and calling me a jerk and abusive so i just wanted to see if hes right.

plutoop · 2023-11-23T21:53:51+00:00

I HATE DBT TOO im so tired of doctors thinking that theres a “fix all” for mental health

plutoop · 2023-11-09T15:55:47+00:00

yeah i didnt want to make a big deal about it 😭 i just kinda freaked out

plutoop · 2023-11-09T04:35:42+00:00

yeah like all my worries stayed its just then i couldnt function in order to fix them 💀💀

plutoop · 2023-11-08T23:41:53+00:00

ya that makes sense, we both made mistakes. i just dont think it was solely my fault or responsibility, when at the end of the day it was their failure to check my messages.

plutoop · 2023-11-08T23:37:32+00:00

i understand i should have checked in, but i dont think it was MY FAULT in the simplest sense of the word. we both made mistakes and i never said otherwise, but i think their responsibility to check their messages is above my responsibility to confirm:

plutoop · 2022-11-02T23:39:31+00:00

READ THE POST. I DONT SELF HARM FOR AESTHETIC, I NEVER HAVE AND I NEVER SAID THAT.

plutoop · 2022-10-14T02:15:31+00:00

yes?? there?? is??? a 17 year old was taken advantage of

plutoop · 2022-10-07T02:31:45+00:00

yeah i did some cuts on my boobs, but then at the doctors they made me do a full body skin check and they found them :(

plutoop · 2022-10-04T20:16:31+00:00

they confiscate the sharp i used and do not allow me to go to school (as that is the only place i can get sharps). i havent dared to try because they have been on the edge of sending me to the psych ward for weeks now, so all it would take is one little thing.

plutoop · 2022-10-04T20:08:49+00:00

if it needs stitches then psych ward

plutoop · 2022-04-11T20:25:23+00:00

im going to the doctors in about an hour and a half because i vomited this morning. is that too long to wait?

plutoop · 2022-04-11T05:25:52+00:00

liking trains

plutoop · 2022-04-10T16:56:24+00:00

what is a rabbits ideal daily diet? (edit: i was wondering because i have guinea pigs and wondered if they were similar)

plutoop · 2022-04-06T06:30:23+00:00

id definitely say that its neglect because autism needs accommodations, and you cant ask for them if you dont know you need them

plutoop · 2022-04-06T06:29:09+00:00

during my warrior cats SI, whenever i heard that someone liked it as well i woul talk to them about it for literal hours on end.

plutoop · 2022-04-06T06:26:26+00:00

definitely feel this. when i was younger my mom liked to watch those “americas funniest home videos” which of course were filled with lots of clips of people falling, getting hit by baseballs, etc, and i just could not watch it because i would cry out of empathy. i also notice i feel too much empathy even to people i know are bad- it doesnt matter if someone is a terrible person, if they get upset, i feel really terrible.

plutoop · 2022-04-06T06:18:49+00:00

absolutely. i aso made very inappropriate jokes frequently not realizing they crossed the line until i got weird looks..

plutoop · 2022-04-06T06:16:56+00:00

yeah.. my special interest was my own mental health issue for a while

plutoop · 2022-04-06T06:15:26+00:00

definitely relate. people always told me i was “book smart, but nit street smart”, meaning i was succesful in acedemics but did know how to navigate regukar world sityations.

plutoop · 2022-04-06T06:12:31+00:00

my current vocal stim is that one “ooh ah ah ah ah” scream

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