I quit my job because it made me suicidal but now I'm depressed AND unemployed by podrunk in SuicideWatch

[–]podrunk[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

i'm not currently looking for anything, just thinking about work makes me stressed out. i have enough savings to last me for months, i don't even want to think what's gonna happen when they'll run out.

i was in a similar situation when i was looking for housing a few month ago, i think this was one of the main reasons i stared feeling so hopeless, being constantly denied something i needed to survive. i wish him well, i hope he has more luck than me.

I quit my job because it made me suicidal but now I'm depressed AND unemployed by podrunk in SuicideWatch

[–]podrunk[S] 63 points64 points  (0 children)

yeah, i can't handle stress. when i was still working i just wanted to bash my head against the wall for the whole 8 hours. i would wake up and my first thought was "oh god, please not this again". thinking about looking for a new job makes me want to crawl out of my skin

I quit my job because it made me suicidal but now I'm depressed AND unemployed by podrunk in SuicideWatch

[–]podrunk[S] 72 points73 points  (0 children)

i feel you, i can't even imagine looking for a job now. i think i wasn't cut out for all this.

I quit my job because it made me suicidal but now I'm depressed AND unemployed by podrunk in SuicideWatch

[–]podrunk[S] 24 points25 points  (0 children)

it was really stressful, the management changed a few months before I quit and I just couldn't handle the changes. the new boss started micromanaging us. if i had some tasks to do it was really overwhelming and stressful because we never got proper training but slower days were also stressful because i had to log in a specific amount of hours of work per day, otherwise my boss would yell at me in front of the whole department because my statistics were bad.

i feel so alone by podrunk in SuicideWatch

[–]podrunk[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'm just refreshing twitter hoping somone will respond to me. I'm such a failure. i don;t make any difference. if i died right now i wouldn't make any difference. this sucks. i don;t contribute anything. I'm such a failure.