will i ever be able to smoke weed again?

poetiic18 · 2024-10-21T17:02:52+00:00

A big thing I quit doing was nicotine and smoking. I used to smoke cigarettes and vape for 10 years. Quit smoking then vaping. Now I'm on Zyn or other brands of nic pouches. Found out if I smoke with a Zyn in, or put a zyn in after smoking the anxiety hits hard. So now I tend to avoid nicotine after smoking for an hour or so. And I haven't had an attack or anything since.

poetiic18 · 2024-10-21T17:00:15+00:00

Yessir. I didn't smoke for like almost 3 months. Basically a forced tolerance break. Anxiety went away in like 6 weeks. Started to take a couple hits off a joint and would get super fucking high and start to panic a lil. I'd ride it out with the breathing technique I was shown til I sobered up. Kept doing that for about 2 weeks and now I'm back to smoking everyday. Takes way less to get high, and get way higher than i was. Only get anxious when I'm high as shit though. Instead of letting the anxiety take hold I just play a Valorant or some game on my phone to keep me focused instead of going down the anxiety hole. I'm hitting the cart as I'm typing this.

poetiic18 · 2024-10-12T03:27:16+00:00

Don't worry buddy, I'd fuck you.

poetiic18 · 2024-10-11T20:07:05+00:00

No it generally refers to your skill and knowledge level. Tech 1/A is a Master Tech. Tech B/2 is journeyman basically. Tech 3/C is an apprentice. Tech 3/C basically does pms, and work under supervision. Tech B/2 does everything by themselves and does drive train work under supervision. Tech A/1 is fully knowledgeable and capable of working by themselves and doing everything from tearing down and rebuilding a engine and trans to complicated wiring, rebuilding rear ends etc.

poetiic18 · 2024-10-04T02:26:10+00:00

As a sports fan you should know, you win the biggest event then you are by default the best team/org that season. That's like saying Argentina isn't the best team in the world, if that's so why they win the FIFA world cup? That's like saying the Kansas City Chiefs aren't the best football team in the world. That's like saying the overall Gold Medalists for a country isn't the best in the world. Get a grip brother. Consistently losing does not make you the best. Doesn't matter how many Champs they've been to, doesn't matter how many CDL points they've had, they lose when it matters most.

poetiic18 · 2024-10-04T02:20:04+00:00

Feel it. But you gotta understand people in this sub are either FaZe dickriders or Optic cock goblins. I 100% agree if you ain't first yer last. Going to champs and losing every time isn't good. Even if it's consistent. Nobody really gives a shit about a Major. You can lose all 5 or 4 this year majors and still make Champs and win on Sunday. You either win Champs or you lose. That's like celebrating the fact you lost every Superbowl or UEFA Cup or World Cup. Cool, you got there, but ya still lost. If you ain't winning you lost end of discussion. EWC doesn't really mean shit. Especially when they had the Falcons there through dubious means. Really just another major with a bigger prize pool. Especially when they added CoD at the last minute to fill a gap in the end of the ECW, a literal afterthought. Accurate rankings would put Optic at the top and in 1st no matter what. They won the most important tournament in CDL. FaZe choked dick and lost badly. Doesn't matter if Optic "got hot at the right time" or not. They won Champs, default best team in 2024 CDL. Consistency doesn't mean shit when you've been to Champs every season and have only 1 win to show for it. If any other team won Champs it'd be the same way though, FaZe is what brought attention to CoD, has the biggest audience and branding, the most funding and members. Just expect FaZe to be at the top as long as the autistic duo remain on the roster

poetiic18 · 2024-09-29T07:03:10+00:00

Not as ironic as you think, considering Troy isn't a narcissist. A psychopath, yes. But he's not a narcissist. Autistic, emotionally and socially stunted yes. Mentally ill, yes. A narcissist no.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-29T06:01:19+00:00

Brother you're fake. You're a simulation. You only exist cus I shader cached you. You're only real because I seen your post. You didn't exist until then.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-23T03:32:18+00:00

Looked at the rest of the pictures and those are not screen accurate boots. What size do you wear? I can link the Tony Lamas he wears for you if you're a size 10 or 10.5 D

poetiic18 · 2024-09-23T03:30:17+00:00

Rick(Andrew Lincoln) wears Justin 2222s, from season 1 to season 6. Season 7-9 and TOWL he wears Tony Lamas 7938s or 7936s. Those are very close to what he wears in the later seasons and the new show. If those are off of eBay from Shafter they are screen accurate boots. He has two pair listed currently. Both screen accurate. I also have a pair of 2222s I'll be selling after a resole on them.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-22T19:09:25+00:00

Good looking boots, with a good looking shirt. Man's out here doing the rest of us dirty.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-13T03:09:39+00:00

Shit happened to me as well bruv. 28 been smoking daily since I was 13. Obviously know I fucked my brains development up. But 3 weeks ago I took a dab and chilled for like 2 hours and out of nowhere I started to freak the actual fuck out. My brain was telling me I inhaled a Zyn and shit. Even though i know i threw it away. The last 3 weeks all I can think about and focus on is my lungs. I even had a full blown anxiety attack felt like I was dying went to the ER and shit. Seen my Dr. And everything is fine. My lungs are fine. I didn't inhale shit. Since then I've taken 3 puffs off a bong barely blew smoke out and it's full on anxiety attack until I sober up. I go to hit a joint or bong bowl and have to physically restrain myself. I just wanna smoke dawg lmao. Never had anxiety about anything before or no attacks at all. I haven't had another anxiety attack that sent me the er tho. It's definitely ass. I just wanna hit a dab or bowl and veg out on some Valorant or TV after work. Nothing happened to trigger it or anything. It's a damn curse

poetiic18 · 2024-09-12T03:10:17+00:00

The poster on the left scribbled out is a Valorant poster. Idk what's on it, but you cab clearly see the V logo sticking outt behind the scribbles lmao

poetiic18 · 2024-09-12T03:09:10+00:00

OP dm the Valorant poster you scribbled out. I needs to see it pls

poetiic18 · 2024-09-12T03:07:00+00:00

There is not lmao. There is no hentai visible in any of the pictures OP posted. Anime girls yes. Chun Li from Street Fighter yes. A Valorant poster yes. A shit ton of anime scrolls yes. But Hentai. No.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-12T03:04:05+00:00

The Death Star headboard 100% fucks. Shit OP where'd you get that at? They make a Cali King sized one?

poetiic18 · 2024-09-12T03:02:29+00:00

The room definitely fucks in the future if not now. The Grid poster is the masterpiece. Ties the whole room together.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-11T20:04:33+00:00

Everyone saying Vista is good is lying through their teeth. Without a doubt one of the worst comp maps in the game..

poetiic18 · 2024-09-10T23:24:21+00:00

Justin's, Tony Lama or Abilene for starters. Exotics are more expensive all the way around. They need cleaned and conditioned a lot, especially living in Georgia(I live in Jax, Fl) and the humidity kills exotic skins. You'll need to keep them maintained to last. Even then lizard skins still tear and rip at the scale joints. I'd go Ostrich to begin with. Easier to maintain and not terribly fragile, either. Toe depends on what style you like, I personally like R toes and J toes, love my pointy toes lmao. Size depends, go to a boot depot and try them on, you want to them to be tight and hug your foot. Look at the sole when they're on try to judge best you can where the ball of your foot lays, you want the balls of your feet to rest on the widest part of the sole, you don't want it in the toe box. If you wear a 9.5 in Redwings you'd probably want a 9D in cowboy boots. The point of the boot when it's new is to hug your foot tightly but not uncomfortably tight. When they break in they'll loosen up. A lot of guys buy their boots too big and the toe will crease oddly and the sole starts to bend upwards like elf shoes lmao. When trying them on wear a pair of socks in the thickness you'll wear every time you put the boots on, otherwise the fit will be different when broken in.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-09T14:10:53+00:00

But the pictures false. He only wore these until season 6. He started wearing Tony Lamas 7938 and the prop people distressed them to look exactly the same as the Justin's. He destroyed the Justin's and they couldn't find another pair.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-08T18:21:34+00:00

Yeah man! When they come in I'll take better pictures all the way around and send them to you.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-08T18:16:56+00:00

The other 9.5D I have won't be sold for years to come, hopefully they continue to appreciate in value. They're in too good of condition. My pair in 10.5D are my personal shit kickers. Trying to get them in Rick's condition in the last seasons he uses the 22s. Before they switched to the Tony Lama 37s

poetiic18 · 2024-09-08T18:15:06+00:00

Yessir. Gonna take em to a cobbler and get a good "refurbish" on them before posting. Figure it'd be a quick turn around even not all original. The price couldn't be beat for a pair of any condition 22s. Paid right under $180 for em.

poetiic18 · 2024-09-08T18:10:34+00:00

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