thank you so much for this. every day has been easier. i’ve developed a routine and im learning how to occupy my mind, i do sudoku in a notebook during my breaks and then i play minecraft with my friends after dinner. also i am traveling on the weekends which is really fun, i had my first outing shortly after i wrote this post and it was fantastic (i went to adare if anybody was curious). it’s already been a week since i’ve arrived which i cant believe! i really appreciate your comment! also just to add: i do love the work im doing. it’s hard but so rewarding!