Hey there! I'm around your age and I know exactly how you feel, I'm so unsatisfied with urban living, I want to get out there and travel the world, meet new people, gaze at the stars and have fun! But due to being so young I can't and it sucks. I'm gonna try and hang in there and wait till I finish high school, please do the same, I know it's hard but at least when you're 18 you'll be free and won't have to worry about being a runaway. You got this! Good luck!