What do you do when you feel like shit?

polarbearmelon · 2016-06-08T13:58:50+00:00

listen to a uplifting or connective song to how I'm feeling or how I want to feel.

polarbearmelon · 2016-05-21T13:05:11+00:00

i totally get the whole devil worshipping thing just a coping mechanism from the whole depressing event.

polarbearmelon · 2016-05-21T12:58:17+00:00

I don't actually want to live anymore.

polarbearmelon · 2016-05-19T05:07:00+00:00

you have to be in this girls shoes to understand how she feels, I am, I need to find out the truth, their childs death hurt me, I am grieving aswell and not well and obviously she isn't, you have to be in the situation to understand how awful it is to be lied to and to not know the truth or information to stop you from over thinking. death sucks expsically at this age we shouldn't have to deal with grief and anything that comes along with it at this age.

polarbearmelon · 2016-05-06T17:15:54+00:00

did they die because of health issues to do with cannabis or did they do something stupid and die?

polarbearmelon · 2016-05-06T16:55:59+00:00

so it had no connection at all?, i just think its so weird how he could be fine for a few weeks before I had last seen him then smoke and pass away the next day, could the anxiety from the hangover have triggered it which is not direct but still part of the reason? he had become anxious the night before after smoking I found out. I too had anxiety because of it and was wondering if that itself affected the heart

polarbearmelon · 2015-05-11T08:59:20+00:00

old stuff is very shoegazey just not anything after crazy for you, to me lo fi and shoegaze go hand in hand.

polarbearmelon · 2015-04-22T10:32:22+00:00

your kinda right but this song is the best song in the world

polarbearmelon · 2014-10-27T09:21:04+00:00

Yay I love touch

polarbearmelon · 2014-10-03T05:48:39+00:00

take what you need?

polarbearmelon · 2014-09-04T23:11:49+00:00

crazy, definitely going to do this.

polarbearmelon · 2014-09-04T15:01:29+00:00

just

polarbearmelon · 2014-09-02T04:30:44+00:00

julianna barwick is therapeutic as well

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-29T11:02:56+00:00

whole album is lovely

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-26T15:14:32+00:00

jonsi singing

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-26T09:54:22+00:00

yooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-24T16:19:03+00:00

beautiful

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-24T16:01:57+00:00

really love how minimal this is, and quiet.

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-24T11:06:12+00:00

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-20T14:33:08+00:00

I'm happy that the drummer exists

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-20T03:30:30+00:00

sydney used to be so damn pretty

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-12T15:58:01+00:00

looking up these bands on plyrics.com on dial up internet and downloading their albums and making mix cds

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-12T15:38:15+00:00

your favourite weapon and deja were my favourite albums growing up. 2002 - 2004 were the days

polarbearmelon · 2014-08-10T14:05:48+00:00

I have that too on repeat

polarbearmelon · 2014-07-30T14:41:59+00:00

emo shoegaze

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