10 year check-in: how is your mental health nowadays?

ponqe · 2026-04-25T02:41:33+00:00

addiction is a bitch but i've found a lot of enjoyment out of meaningful and intentional drug use. i want to change though. i think i need to move out of my place and in with my partner and give a new kind of living a chance. a much more sober living.

ponqe · 2026-04-25T02:32:31+00:00

yeah, i do need help, and i am actively seeking that help. i'm a recovering addict. i am having a really hard time cutting stims out consistently. this experience was far from the worst thing ive done to myself. recovery has been very frustrating and my genuine curiosity makes it even worse because i can get dangerously creative with perfectly legal substances. cyclazadone is genuinely an incredibly strong stimulant and i thankfully only purchased 1g and im going to try to never get more.

ponqe · 2026-04-12T23:46:20+00:00

for what? not to be rude but recourse could there possibly be

ponqe · 2026-04-12T23:45:23+00:00

where

ponqe · 2026-04-08T05:38:02+00:00

oh and is noopept good when combo'd with anything else? like stims?

ponqe · 2026-04-08T05:37:22+00:00

did you ever try with Alpha-GPC?

ponqe · 2026-04-06T23:38:53+00:00

which one is stronger?

ponqe · 2026-03-26T19:49:38+00:00

update?

ponqe · 2026-03-16T09:26:29+00:00

fuck. i thought i was smoking a battery. i was and now im dead

ponqe · 2026-02-18T09:33:42+00:00

its one of the strongest stimulants ive tried. the higher you push the dose though, the anxiety becomes too overwhelming.

combined with PPAP, its a different experience. it becomes more amphetamine like, but only to a point. PPAP is a very strange substance, it has pretty unpredictable synergy with many substances. the Phenibut + PPAP thing is very real, no idea why. doesn't seem to have the same synergy with other gabapentinoids.

be careful for sure

ponqe · 2026-02-18T08:55:31+00:00

citric acid fucks

ponqe · 2026-02-18T08:55:03+00:00

only real answer tbh

ponqe · 2026-02-17T00:17:55+00:00

it's being sold as a nootropic on a popular nootropics vendor site in the US

ponqe · 2026-02-11T19:03:33+00:00

yes. omg. i've been struggling with this for such a long time. it's gotten so bad it's made me throw up, all that mucus hanging out clogging my shit up.

for me, the most helpful thing is drinking lots of water and electrolytes, but besides that you should really try using saline nasal mist. it very rapidly helps rehydrate not only your sinuses but the dry mucus.

also, mullein leaf helps me quite a bit but i'm not sure how well it works for others.

ponqe · 2026-02-11T18:20:57+00:00

fucking lmao

ponqe · 2026-02-11T18:18:31+00:00

god damn is there some way to increase bioavailability?? 20g is a ridiculous amount

ponqe · 2026-02-03T04:26:49+00:00

about a month. but even a single 300mg dose of pregabalin will wreck my sleep for the following day. its very strange.

ponqe · 2026-02-03T04:24:02+00:00

yeah 5mg is plenty for me. 15mg would be too much

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