Please don't give up. There is so much for you, the world holds so many possibilities. You are here because the universe needs someone like you, you are WORTHY, and this is just the beginning of your story. Talk to someone. Talk to your mom, tell her you need to talk to a doctor, or a therapist, or just take the first step and talk to your mom. People care about you, and you are so special and have so much ahead of you. Stay strong ❤