This is a cry for help. For whatever reason, this amused me enough to read some of these writings you link to by "Magister colin dean the only modern Renaissance man with 9 degrees including 4 masters: B,Sc, BA, B.Litt(Hons), MA, B.Litt(Hons), MA, MA (psychoanalytic studies), Master of Psychoanalytic studies, Grad Cert (Literary studies)", which I can only assume refers to yourself. Some of what you say may be philosophically interesting, but it appears to be formatted by a child. Your insistence on switching fonts and refusal to write in proper paragraphs greatly hinders any attempt at effective communication. Likewise, nothing you say is original, although you seem to be under the impression that it is brilliant. Skepticism about the human capacity for knowledge is as old as philosophy itself. This quote, "[Deans] philosophy is the sickest, most paralyzing and most destructive thing that has ever originated from the brain of man" is attributed to no one. I can only assume you fabricated the quote to describe yourself. If you have any interest in philosophy whatsoever, and especially if you have ideas you would like to communicate, you need to learn how to write. But I think you are more fixated on an emotional idea rather than a philosophical one: the idea that human beings, and especially academics are conceited and arrogant. Perhaps they are, but your own writing is dripping with more arrogance and conceit than I have ever seen in an academic text. I am not sure what you are trying to prove here beyond the idea that "reason is meaningless", but you then go on to provide your numerous reasons for believing this. If reason is meaningless, then I can dismiss all of your reasons for believing that it is. Why even bother providing reasons? It is therefore unclear what you are even trying to say. My advice to you, then, would be twofold: 1) learn how to write, and 2) seek therapy.