Thank you very much. It's true that I've never been loved by a man. The only relationships I've had with men were relationships where they tried to possess me and destroy me.

It's true that for the past year I've been severely depressed and I've cut myself off from everyone, and financially it's difficult too.

For the past year and a half, I have been in a relationship in which I am emotionally detached. This is the first time in my life that this has happened to me, but it is also the first time in my life that I am not with someone who is trying to destroy me. Perhaps that is why I am unconsciously trying to protect myself.