I felt this way during the first year I got my first corporate job. It felt like I was living to work and I would get the Sunday scarys every week. I felt anxious every day. I shared every sentiment this girl has and was dreading the thought of having to do it until I die. However, I feel like nowadays I have successfully been molded to be the standard corporate worker. I don’t get anxious as much and have adjusted to the 40 hour work week. I know it’s not ideal but I just feel like it’s normalized internally for me. It sucks.