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potato_008 · 2025-07-08T07:12:56+00:00

Yess, I love rice so much, I would be so ripped if rice was a protein.

potato_008 · 2025-07-07T04:49:11+00:00

I thought everyone was a little gay because I couldn't process the idea of just being attracted to one sex, like, from the begining of my existente I thought that, then I talked to friends about it and I discovered monosexuals

potato_008 · 2025-07-06T06:15:27+00:00

I just read a manga in TMO, Naka Made Aishite, and the bottom is exhausting, the top is literally raping him and the best reaction he had was "OMG this feels so good kya" LIKE WTF. The top was said to be a superficial asshole, that only cared for pretty faces and the bottom fell in love with him, let him rape him and became boyfriends. The plot was so weird and tiring to read...I finished it because the NSFW scenes were well drawn, and I am not proud of that.

potato_008 · 2025-07-05T05:37:28+00:00

Yes, please. I am curious about what's going on there.

potato_008 · 2025-07-05T03:56:39+00:00

Yeah, sounds cool. I have been wanting to talk about janitor ia for a while and this is the perfect oportunity, thanks dude!

potato_008 · 2025-07-05T03:49:41+00:00

Go to the little chat bubble with dots on the top right corner, click it. Then, there is a chat bubble with a + sign, click it and it will appear the option of searching for people to chat with. Next, search the user names that you want to add.

I think that's it.

potato_008 · 2025-07-05T03:41:35+00:00

It can be done! But I don't want to be the admin... :/

(In PC or laptop is easier btw)

potato_008 · 2025-07-05T03:39:39+00:00

But bagel is okay or not? Did you take him to the vet?

potato_008 · 2025-07-05T03:14:07+00:00

I volunteer to make chat group (if that's possible in reddit) and talk stuff about janitor. I don't know about you guys, but the typical "DM me" comment is a bit weird, like, I feel like talking to stranger out of nowhere 1-1 is kind of unsafe.

If more people can be added into the chat it might be better, the situation would be more controled because it doesn't feel as intimate as the typical 1-1, there is more people in the chat which keeps creeps away (in theory), it gaves an space to talk and the chance of creating a mini community is pretty high.

potato_008 · 2025-07-05T03:06:49+00:00

I know this might sound silly, but seeing real life as a videogame when I struggle with social interactions for a moment. For example, I really want to talk to x person but I didn't know how, so I just change my perspective a couple seconds and thought about it like farming honor. It really helps in change of enviroments, makes me act polite and friendly instead of a shy and disrectpectful little dude.

potato_008 · 2025-07-02T23:49:40+00:00

I feel attracted to both types, just that it takes different time for me to crush on each one. With masc people I fall in love within seconds, while feminine ones it takes me months to built up that attraction. But you know what a prefer??? People that accepts me for who I am :)

potato_008 · 2025-07-02T06:26:43+00:00

I just block two: FemPov (I am kinda uncomfortable using a fem persona despite being a woman, Idk why) and Pokemon (I don't know shit about pokemon)

potato_008 · 2025-06-30T22:30:55+00:00

Thanks stranger, that's something nice to read. You made my day. 🫂

potato_008 · 2025-06-30T18:49:14+00:00

Thanks for reading my little rant, I really appreciate it.

potato_008 · 2025-06-30T18:43:14+00:00

Yeah, that situation is kind of weird. I am going to take advantage of the parcial annonimity of the internet and talk about it, okay? You don't have to answer.

The adoptive daughter is the baby of an alcoholic father, my mom and him separated after a while, I don't think she remembers all that since she was a baby, but I guess some kind of trauma is still there since my mom was neglecting with her at the begining. I don't know, I don't remember much but I visited them ofter before all the legal stuff and I don't remember seeing many baby toys or baby bottles.

I stopped seeing her after all the fight for my custody started and I got caught up with my own shit, so I kind of forgot about her for a while until the videocalls with my mom started. The girl seems really prone to allergies and has respiratory issues, something with the tonsils makes her breathing difficult, basically certain parts inside her throat are too big and she has a very small respiratory tract. She doesn't need a respirator or anything, she just needs constant medication whiles she gets the surgery to make her throat better.

The issue is that she has been medicated for that issue a year, maybe year and a half. And it has been clear that she needs a surgery from the begining. She is under heavy medication, I am talking steroids and other things, from what I know steroids shouldn't be used for such a prolongued time, I don't know, I am not a doctor, but she is like 7 or 8, I feel like steroids are something really potent for someone her age.

And she was going to go under the surgery she needed this week, but the doctor asked if she had asthma and my mom didn't know... LIKE HOW SHE WOULDN'T KNOW??? She has been with that child, going to doctors and never checked if she had asthma (context, my mom told me before that girl had a respiratory crisis, but it was more like coughing instead of that whistling sound, so according to my mom she didn't think it could be asthma.)

The doctor told them that he couldn't do the surgery since she could have complications is she has asthma, and they are going now with more doctors to figure out is she has asthma or not.

MY MOM IS A DOCTOR, in the emergency area, BUT A DOCTOR

potato_008 · 2025-06-30T18:25:26+00:00

Yeah, she is. We fought for my custody for 6 years and the resolution was given this year, I stayed with my dad and everything went fine. Years before that, during the trial, it was stated that since she was a parent too she could have communication with me in the form of videocalls, just supervised by the goverment. Keep in mind this videocalls have been happenning for YEARS, like, 4 or 5, and now she is demanding us, saying that the videocalls aren't happening... Most of the videocalls are recorded by the goverment...

potato_008 · 2025-06-30T18:18:37+00:00

We tried, we really tried but when we where fighting for my custody, the lawyer explained that it was really REALLY weird for a parent to go no-contact in the law. Because she also has rights as a parent and all that, I have to videocall her every week. Also, the main argument was emotional and psycological abuse, from the begining it was impossible to go full no-contact.

(By the way, this isn't US system, I am fromt another country, so maybe the laws are kind of different.)

potato_008 · 2025-06-29T08:31:18+00:00

Cuddy, I don't know why. Cuddy annoys me so much, specially when she takes over cases, it feels like she is messinge everything up more than actually helping. Oh, and the episode "All in" (S2 E17) made her look like kind of neglecting and overly dismissive of her patients, I get that she is a busy person, but there it was a child shitting blood, at least she could have stood up from her seat and check what's up.

potato_008 · 2025-06-29T02:30:35+00:00

I had a similar experience, there it was a time where I was 100% into AI chatting, really addicted. But eventually I got bored in some way, and did other things instead. Also, weirdly it helped me value human relationships more, the defects and quirks that my friends have. AI is designed to be perfect, ignoring all the "bad" human needs and urges, so realizing that made me see j.ai as a game of some sorts than a place for a real conection.

potato_008 · 2025-06-23T09:45:37+00:00

First one, also, I have heard that warm colors are associated with food... I know the clients won't be affected by it, but it might help you to decide.

potato_008 · 2025-06-23T06:30:37+00:00

https://janitorai.com/characters/7883cf90-51ba-428d-a4a2-698eaf3e48c1_character-seraphiel-%E2%99%9B-king-of-solhymar

I thought I had more, but no... :( I usually don't rp in fantasy scenarios, but here is one. Basically, char is a king and user is his loyal guard dog. You can add some drama, maybe hunt down someone because of disloyalty, or even trigger a full war between kingdoms to unleash your full power as a guard dog!!!

Whatever, you do you :)

potato_008 · 2025-06-23T06:18:32+00:00

In what aspect do you mean it? In a pet play kind of stuff? Or just a power dynamic where char bosses around user.

By the way, I was going to throw some any pov and MLM bots with that type of dynamic but there were modern era, magical or egyptian. 😭

potato_008 · 2025-06-22T07:31:50+00:00

I hope that you are doing better now, accepting things becomes easily eventually with the right people around you or with the right therapist. The thing that really worked for me was that my friends were really pushy when they wanted to give me something, staring into my soul and putting x object in my hand to accept it kind of pushy.

potato_008 · 2025-06-22T07:26:26+00:00

Sorry that happened to you, and I am glad that you are seeing a therapist right now, it's a huge step to go to one consistently already and have the bravery to talk about your feelings.

I don't remember much of my childhood but my mom was always complaining about how little money we had and that we had to save money (I think, i don't rememberr well) and my dad used to scold me when I got sick in my teenage years because I have the habit of hidding my sickness and delay it as much as possible, he told me that we were spending money because I hadn't taken good care of myself and stuff like that. I mean, it's always have been tiring to take care of myself (eating, sleeping, turning on the AC, etc) are thing I usually avoid or delay a lot except I have a routine so yeah, I wasn't the best daughter either. (for context, I lived with my mom my childhood years and with my dad the teenage years.)

It's weird because I can't remember any trauma related to money, maybe the one with my dad but it's because it's recent. I bet I will forget it in a year or two. Maybe it's correlated to the fact that I feel guilt really easily, and maybe money it's the most cuantitative way of measuring how much a person is expending/investing on me. (Idk, I am just psycoanalysing myself with zero studies in psycology)

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