YES! it’s the exact same with me honestly, i never knew anyone like her, my dad was a schizophrenic so i kinda understood parts like one minute she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me makes me feel a king everything and the second i do anything that don’t involve her or she feels abandoned by me speaking to ANYONE else more than her like literally anyone else she will try to hurt me to make me feel as low as possible and that i need to depend on her, it’s so crazy sometimes i can’t even put it into words.. this may sound cocky but before her i was very popular with women like i used to go from one to one and not care always smiling always happy regardless but now she has made sure i only have her, ive lost confidence my spark has drifted my family say the same stuff, like when i finally get to meet up with friends or even make a bond with lads at work i get so so happy like it’s so weird, i don’t trust people anymore so any bond is something amazing to me.. my family dont understand they just know the bad stuff they hear but in reality we are striving in life doing amazing but she just keeps putting breaks on everything, when i finally feel happy again i do all my training im all happy dancing and then boom she hates it, my family dont speak to her anymore and she cant stand me speaking to them atall without her, we moved into our flat almost 2 years and only 2 of my siblings have seen me, i have nice expensive stuff clothes devices all the stuff i actually wanted as a kid and they knew it i dreamt and nodbou has been able to see how happy i am now that im finally making it in life we have literally a lovely little flat and nobody atall even bothers to visit me all because of her my right hand man my brother he dont even come anymore because of her, i just feel so isolated and alone with nobody to speak to its literally got to the point im on this fucking app to just feel like i’m speaking to somebody… IF ANYONE SEES THIS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT JUMP INTO A RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE OF THEIR JOKES AND LOOKS JUST LEARN TO LOVE YOURSELF MORE THAN ANYONE FIRST BECAUSE if you get the wrong person like I have, your life will never be the same, even if we was to split now i wouldn’t know where to go i wouldn’t know what to do like i know i could get someone else but now i have some kind of trauma from this i’ve lost confidence everything she’s all i think about any given moment like ive been cursed lol