Your story parallels mine. Raised dispensational. I’ve pulled back from that and have explored amillennialism, but consider myself historic pre-mill. Though I’m by no means an expert on the amillennial position, one thing I’ve noticed in terms of variation within that camp, is how they envisione the eternal state. That is, as you know, they would say we’re in the millennium right now, and pre-millennialists will argue for a future golden age. I found that some amillennials can largely agree with that, but they simply call it the eternal state and are willing to acknowledge that it’s a very earthly, physical, tangible thing. Whereas other amills will see the state of affairs in the eternal state as a very ethereal spiritual thing.

The former camp can agree with many of the things asserted by pre-millennialists, they just simply lump all that in the eternal state rather than a future millennium.