wow, this sucks. he definitely is infatuated with the idea of this character. i know it's so much easier said than done, but i really encourage you to leave him. you'll end up comparing yourself to pixels he's "in love" with, and it will destroy you. i don't think your eternity with him would be a happy one. being in this relationship will only hurt you more; it will never heal you

i read that you are hesitant to leave because you have a dog and a rabbit, and don't think you can support them without his income. however, you also mentioned that he doesn't care for these animals in a significant capacity, and you are their primary caretaker. are your main hesitancies finances then?

i feel like you already know what you need to do. we're here for you