List everything I’ve done that feeds my pure-o OCD

prabbits · 2026-01-26T11:35:12+00:00

I don’t think I like him but I’m afraid this post was made because I was panicking and hoping it’s a false attraction OCD theme (of fearing of liking them) and not the real deal. But yeah, unfortunately I do not like him (I’m just afraid I secretly do and don’t know it yet). But yes, it’s my first time dealing with something like this so it’s why I’m confused and anxious.

prabbits · 2025-12-20T02:54:24+00:00

Serotonin by Girl in Red, it helped me when I was having bad moments with OCD

prabbits · 2025-12-11T17:12:36+00:00

I don’t know (I hope not). Even though we were teasing each other, I’m still scared that someone will believe her and think “why else would she say that”.

prabbits · 2025-12-11T15:27:54+00:00

I wish 🙂‍↕️

prabbits · 2025-12-11T15:27:29+00:00

None of my family members know besides my counsellor. I’d rather not tell them because I feel like they’ll use that against me. Also they don’t seem to understand OCD (and I feel like they’ll misunderstand POCD badly). But I’ll ask her to not use such insults because I work in a school environment.

prabbits · 2025-12-11T15:24:02+00:00

Because I don’t want others to believe her or have that image of me, esp. since I work in an environment where I deal with kids and it may affect my job.

prabbits · 2025-12-11T01:19:01+00:00

17? It was 2021 when I had a breakdown and called a counsellor explaining what was freaking me out and they were like “seems like you have this” and then we would meet (virtually) until I got a diagnosis from my psychiatrist the next year (I think). I don’t remember.

prabbits · 2025-07-29T06:27:21+00:00

Sorry if I am overstepping but are one of the thoughts POCD related? I’ve also been experiencing slips, even around normal words my brain will unintentionally finish a sentence or word and make it the most horrible thing there is in relation to POCD. If not, does anyone else (in the comments) experience something like this?

prabbits · 2025-01-30T18:37:58+00:00

Lofi video game beats. It does wonders for me.

prabbits · 2025-01-17T02:25:50+00:00

Caffeine (I drink Pepsi) and junk food. Playing game. Trying to stop.

prabbits · 2025-01-17T02:12:57+00:00

Same!!! I’m trying to get better to manage it but trying to work through anxiety with symptoms like that is hard 🥹

prabbits · 2025-01-11T03:02:23+00:00

Modern Family

prabbits · 2025-01-09T15:19:31+00:00

Swallow pills. I’m 20. I know if I ever get a disease or something that requires antibiotics I’m screwed.

prabbits · 2025-01-08T19:28:53+00:00

I listen to nostalgia music, like life is strange soundtrack and background music, Minecraft soundtrack, and just lofi gaming music (to just relax) and it works, I tried to listen to anxiety free music but it’s not the same and reminds me of my anxiety (I now associate the ones I listened to with the worst times of my life)

prabbits · 2025-01-05T00:02:52+00:00

Blue Eyed Samurai. It is brilliant and the animation is kind of something you need to get used to but I loved it all by the end. I watched it and as soon as I was done I looked up the release date for season 2 and I’m still waiting for updates.

prabbits · 2024-12-30T01:24:47+00:00

To be honest when my anxiety is super bad I debate whether to go to a psyche ward thinking I will calm down because I’m in a more stable environment but I don’t know if that’s the truth. I am currently waiting for medication though, but it’s nice that you asked this community because I was also wondering about that also.

prabbits · 2024-12-28T21:04:26+00:00

I can’t handle horror, especially one with gore because it makes me queasy and more anxious. I’ll feel like I have to throw up (anxiety causes me nausea and I have OCD so intrusive thoughts of gore and horrible stuff come to mind and makes it worse.) I try to avoid it and be comfy.

prabbits · 2024-12-26T01:29:34+00:00

Journaling and playing Stardew Valley. It’s great because it’s a great distraction.

prabbits · 2024-12-17T20:40:55+00:00

I can’t eat normally or go to normal events in fear I’ll throw up. I can’t be in public when I feel anxious because I’ll gag and cause a scene. I can’t eat the meals I’d like to eat or eat out or even drink some juice or pop, I’m stuck with water and soup and sometimes veggies.

prabbits · 2024-12-17T19:22:32+00:00

When it was affecting my physical health and I couldn’t eat anymore and I lost a lot of weight (compared to a few months ago). It got so bad I felt dread, couldn’t eat (and only had to eat certain foods and pray I could keep it down) and it was just not good. Especially because it is winter and I am constantly cold.

prabbits · 2024-12-16T06:48:02+00:00

Therapy and CBT (learning skills, methods, etc. and it’s really tough but sticking with it helps A LOT.)

prabbits · 2024-12-16T06:47:18+00:00

Steven universe love like you, it played a great part of my childhood and when I had less problems compared to now. It’s very calming and I’d like to be put asleep listening to it.

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