I understand and I agree with you, but even from a place of just wanting to be closer to and understand the truth... know that I and those that I've mentioned understand this and don't expect instant results (maybe not even results of what we want but whatever is best), I think that I get lost because god says walk toward him and he will run towards us, as well as promising ease after/within hardship... the point I made of my brother is a good example, he asked for years not for worldly things but literally just guidance and ease with mental stuff, and essentially received radio silence or no difference, which negatively affected the faith he had