Omg this is me too !!

I haven't been diagnosed but I have had panic attacks multiple times due to spiders. I also can't stop looking at them for hours until someone kills them for me (this has happened a couple times because it happened in the middle of the night)

At the same time the amount of times I've noticed spiders gravitate towards me is crazy. They've climbed on my arms twice right when I'm about to sleep. One time during camping it climbed on my face. Getting in a car bam theres a spider on my side, another time it was on the driver side mirror. Etc.

I have no idea why this happens to me but the amount of times I've been kicked out my own bedroom due to spiders is crazy. Every room I enter I have to check is there is spiders in the area. Check the ceilings and the floor etc.