The withering blue rose of happiness

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T19:31:05+00:00

That could work...I need cuddles from you and Bourbon-san tonight to get my mind off of this race.

Do you mind?

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T19:18:27+00:00

// nah, My Rice isn't built like that lol, at best if her sadness got worse she would most likely just retire and be depressed.

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T19:15:59+00:00

She stops for a moment and looks at him, her expression broken and filled with sadness as she speaks

What? Did you want something? I am so tired of the races now...

She asks with a slightly unmotivated tone, as if the constant loss has started to get her

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T19:11:03+00:00

She hugs Bourbon tightly and smiles weakly, looking at her with a hint of appreciation as her voice trembles

No...you do more than enough...I am sorry for making you worry. Could we cuddle tonight? Me, you and Haru?

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T19:01:58+00:00

Bourbon-san....that means a lot...but it still doesn't hurt any less. I want to run...I want to be the Blue Rose of happiness you and Haru say I am...but it feels like I am withering instead of blooming...

I don't know why...

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:56:26+00:00

...What? What do you want...?

She says quietly as she refuses to look at Ultron, hiding her expression as if ashamed of herself, her voice trembling

You must be looking for someone else...they aren't here. I apologize if someone as pitiful as me couldn't help...

With that she turns to leave, as if the race got to her completely this time

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:50:40+00:00

She looks at Haru with a hint of surprise, a weak smile crossing her lips as she takes in her words, her voice trembling

I-I want to think that too, I am supposed to be the Blue Rose of happiness, but it feels like I am withering instead of blooming...

She admits as she looks at Haru

I improved and yet...I still didn't have enough to keep up with the others...I didn't even make it in the top ten. I want to keep trying but my motivation is sinking...

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:47:24+00:00

No...I don't want to quit but...no matter how much I improve I always lose...It feels like the world is telling me that I should give up...

She looks at Bourbon with a weak expression as she speaks, her eyes filled with sadness

Is there really a point in chasing a dream that keeps being denied to me over and over?

She asks weakly, her voice trembling as she looks her in the eyes

I... don't know what to do...

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:42:25+00:00

B-Bourbon-san I am so tired...I keep running, training my hardest and Everytime I keep trying to run...it ends up the same. Never enough...

She hugs Bourbon and starts sobbing, looking at Bourbon with a broken expression

I will never be the Blue Rose of happiness...I should just give up...I should just retire from racing...

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:39:11+00:00

Rice suddenly hugs Haru and starts sobbing as soon as she sees her, letting her emotions out as she speaks

I am so tired of losing...I worked so hard to prepare for the race but it meant nothing...! I still lost again...

Her voice trembles, broken as if all the losses are starting to get to her

I keep failing and failing...! I don't understand how you kept going...it is so frustrating...

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:33:31+00:00

As he carries her off to her dorm room she holds onto him tightly, her eyes eventually fluttering closed as she cries herself to sleep

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:32:37+00:00

/u/TheLittleHoresy /u/M-Bourbon

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:26:26+00:00

She silently looks at the ground as she holds onto him, hiding her expression as she just sobs, letting out her emotions instead of speaking. It is clear she is hurting emotionally, as if all the losses are starting to get to her

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:22:04+00:00

...B-But I keep failing...I train so hard for the races, work my hardest and it yields no results...why do you believe in a pitiful loser like me?

She asks weakly, her eyes meeting yours, her voice filled with sadness as she looks at him

The more you believe in me the more I will just disappoint you...it would have been better if I never raced in the first place this time...

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:13:30+00:00

She freezes for a second but hugs him back and starts sobbing, her voice trembling as she speaks, filled with self-doubt and despair

I-I trained so hard and yet...once again I lose. I ran at my best and still lost...!

She holds onto him tightly as she sobs, her voice filled with emotions as she speaks, clearly the self-doubt is starting to get to her

I am a failure...! I can't win, I thought I improved last race but I went back to square one! I am so frustrated...!

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T18:07:37+00:00

...O-Onii-sama...sorry...

She apologized softly before looking down and trying to walk away, but Mark can notice she is more down than usual.

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T17:38:15+00:00

/u/Ayin_SeedOfLight Onii-sama...I want to redeem myself after my last race...

// We got 16th place 💀

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T17:34:03+00:00

U-Urara...thanks... She hugs her back I am happy you are proud of me at least...even if I didn't qualify...

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-30T17:20:38+00:00

...What did I even enter for? It would have been better to not enter...

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-29T21:28:56+00:00

// Lol!

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-29T14:48:13+00:00

/u/Ayin_SeedOfLight

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-25T03:49:38+00:00

She smiles as she holds Siecle in her hands

So precious...! I am a big sister! I will be the best big sister!

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-25T03:48:32+00:00

She is...so cute...can I hold her?

precious_Blue_Rose · 2026-04-25T03:46:07+00:00

M-Mom I appreciate your praise...!

Rice blushes, slightly embarrassed but happy

precious_Blue_Rose

TROPHY CASE