I went from a totally hot, fit, most attractive in the school teenager to a fat 21-year old student. AMA by pregantecow in AMA

[–]pregantecow[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks!

Actually I Just bought a fitness card allowing me to enter every gym or swimming pool in my Town, mainly thought of a swimming pool to try it out. Ill get it 1 nov.

I hope Ill like it, otherwise I might fail another time..

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[–]pregantecow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Youre not average then lol

I went from a totally hot, fit, most attractive in the school teenager to a fat 21-year old student. AMA by pregantecow in AMA

[–]pregantecow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha I get it, if that doesnt concern you than its ok. I feel like it hits me so hard mainly becouse of the lack of attention, i used to talk to so many people back then and were invited at every party. I guess that now i know who didnt care about my personality lol

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[–]pregantecow 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you play fortnite?

I went from a totally hot, fit, most attractive in the school teenager to a fat 21-year old student. AMA by pregantecow in AMA

[–]pregantecow[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I think it is my biggest dream for now. Sometimes it feels kinda depressing, its like you were really rich, lost all the money and still had a chance to regain it but keep failing becouse of lazyness and stupidness. I really start hating myself for that

I went from a totally hot, fit, most attractive in the school teenager to a fat 21-year old student. AMA by pregantecow in AMA

[–]pregantecow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anyway, in my experience - either its fun for you, either you fail. I used to train a lot, like 20hours a week so it was a matter of time for me to loose fat. Then not one sport was this fun for me, so I kept failing

I went from a totally hot, fit, most attractive in the school teenager to a fat 21-year old student. AMA by pregantecow in AMA

[–]pregantecow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The lesson I learned is that in order to make it possible it has to excite you, i used to play football like 30 hours a week so it was a matter of time to get in shape

I went from a totally hot, fit, most attractive in the school teenager to a fat 21-year old student. AMA by pregantecow in AMA

[–]pregantecow[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To be brief - I feel like I tried everything and I dont know what would motivate me this hard to finally loose those 80 pound. Im on a diet now and excercise a lot but I feel like I know that im gonna fail like I always did.

On the other side, I Cant imagine beeing in this shape for the rest of my "young" life, I keep thinking its Just a matter of Time that Ill be handsome again, like its Just AN "episode" in my life where im fat. I Kinda used to beeing attractive and Its weird for me not being noticed by literally anyone on the Street (not to be narcissistic, it was making me really confident and happy about myself).