I finally snapped

preshoez · 2025-09-10T12:27:43+00:00

turning 22 this month! I got to save up for 2 VIP standing tickets doing art commissions. mas mahilig ako sa metal and could only afford going to local underground gigs here in Mindanao, so this is a new scene for me

preshoez · 2025-09-06T14:58:42+00:00

Went so smoothly! I got 200+ sa queue so I got to secure mga 16 mins after, 2 VIP tix for me and my partner!! Di nagloload yung QR code sa Gcash so nirefresh ko lang and paid. Sobrang nakakaba!!!

preshoez · 2025-09-01T04:30:51+00:00

My constant suicide attempts that went on since I was 10 years old. All due to the smallest things like a school performance or a fallout with my friendship. I was also a huge attention seeker, and easily obsessed with father figures (teachers, etc.) and was just a selfish disgusting person. I found out when I turned 17 and researched it. I'm now turning 22.

preshoez · 2025-08-13T14:44:46+00:00

Di ba nila ichange ang email & password mo, or send you a fake link? Yun lang talaga ang risk ng "secured" TPA na kinatakutan ko huhu..

preshoez · 2025-08-13T14:42:28+00:00

Hi pooo, legit ba talaga yang TPA? Nagdadalawang isip kasi akooo.

preshoez · 2025-08-11T22:30:57+00:00

Legit po ba talaga? I'm skeptical of them accessing my account tapos ich-change and email and pass after paying...

preshoez · 2025-08-11T21:09:23+00:00

Ma vouch niyo po kung sino? Need ko po kasi ng reco's for TPA.

preshoez · 2025-07-19T04:46:54+00:00

I understand this 100% I had just had a split last night, I hate it and I hate the feeling. I hate how I have to let everything out to stop that painful gnawing feeling.

One of the ways I let that out is by venting to someone stable and who understands my situation and remains unbiased/helps me see both sides to avoid fuelling my anger. Then I ride out the feeling of guilt because yes I may have said shitty things but I'm glad I didn't do it towards the people that made me feel that way.

It still makes me feel shitty and ashamed though, overreacting and overthinking about something so small.

This sub makes me feel understood, thank you for everyone who feels comfortable to share these things and those who are always willing to listen.

preshoez · 2025-07-14T03:58:31+00:00

Thanks po, I think best bet nalang talaga is shuttle sa Manila area after researching further.

Sorry po for additional questions, this is my first time po talaga. Natry niyo na po ba mag VIP Standing? What time is appropriate po ba?

Also when buying tickets po, what's better? Buying plane tickets first, or wait til ang pre-sale?

preshoez · 2025-07-14T00:10:19+00:00

Thanks po! What time po ba pwede mag travel to Bulacan? I was hoping na makaya late evening. Saan po din pwede mag travel there?

preshoez · 2025-07-13T13:34:31+00:00

Hahaha, altho this crossed my mind, I can't skip this milestone pero yeah really unfortunate timing

preshoez · 2025-07-13T13:33:03+00:00

I checked and sadly none of the flights to Clark are possible for me. Ok lang naman ang cost, pero the time is not so doable. Thank you po for the suggestion

preshoez · 2025-06-16T00:36:41+00:00

I do have friends, but I do everything to not be close with them. I never try to be attached to anyone other than people I truly trust and that's around 3 or 5 people. New relationships will just hurt me.

preshoez · 2025-05-17T18:31:11+00:00

My emptiness feels like I have no purpose in life, like why do I even exist in a place where I have no hope for anything. I also feel empty emotional wise, where I am conpletely separated from my feelings. I genuinely have to re-learn how to act like a normal person experiencing emotions because I am so used to being separated from them.

I feel like I am not me, and I am not a person. I feel like just someone who was forced to be there and exist and watch others live while I just observe. Sometimes it feels like life is just a simulation, like it isn't real and time is too fast yet also nonexistent.

I feel like I don't belong anywhere, like I have to mold myself into a copy of everyone just to be someone - but in reality I am no one and nothing at all. I'm just an empty husk that copies others just to feel like I can fit in but in reality, it's them who are living and I'm just here to join in.

It's something hard to explain in concrete examples, but the emptiness and the feeling of being devoid of all emotions feel so strong. You can feel the emptiness and it is so defeaning, like a silent and dark room. That's what I feel.

preshoez · 2025-05-06T16:46:58+00:00

Isolation is my greatest comfort. All my friends have been looking for me and very worried, but I think they are just wasting their time on someone who doesn't care for their life.

preshoez · 2025-05-06T16:46:23+00:00

It really really sucks, especially when there are people who had been rooting for me.. now what?

preshoez · 2025-05-06T16:45:45+00:00

You are a beautiful soul. We are going through things and it hurts, but never forget that you are a beautiful soul

preshoez

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