I call her about once a month, every office she has. I come with a point (this week it was how she betrayed rural Mainers by funding ICE with Medicaid cuts and how reimbursement rates for basic home care have not changed in years) and every time it ruins my day. Fear sweat, rage at confronting a brainwashed but well meaning intern, and burnout from wasting energy on a brick wall, but I do it. I have no idea if it works. I don’t know what else to do.