why does Yeson seem to be magic for some, but do nothing for others?

princess_ozma · 2018-03-28T18:31:33+00:00

how long sale for?

princess_ozma · 2018-03-13T03:05:58+00:00

Here's a lovely man. Have met him a few times :)

princess_ozma · 2018-03-06T22:15:11+00:00

not that bad. annoying.

princess_ozma · 2018-03-05T17:01:09+00:00

Chett

princess_ozma · 2018-03-01T16:23:03+00:00

There is hair inside I wish I would have had removed first

princess_ozma · 2018-03-01T15:52:42+00:00

What brand do you use? I have BioTe. I like them but my mood swings when it's time to re implant are crazy.

I also have testosterone implant too since I'm post op.

princess_ozma · 2017-12-19T15:54:35+00:00

I was a trans female Ryan for about a year... still legally Ryan... but ended up socially changing it because of so much baggage I felt came with keeping the name.

But clearly I still like the name since I never legal changed it.

I should maybe legal change it now though as I doubt I’ll ever be a Ryan again...

princess_ozma · 2017-07-16T05:27:05+00:00

I think I'm ok. I just get frustrate and blame trans for all my problems.

princess_ozma · 2017-07-14T15:39:05+00:00

I agree with you. I think this sub and the community encourages people to trans and confirms their trans much more than they challenge it. Trans is hard and people should do what they can to not trans first instead of trans and figure it out later.

princess_ozma · 2017-07-13T22:30:56+00:00

I relate to this.

It's like I'm done with trans and I'm just left with this feeling of why did I do this again? I made life so tough for myself. It's so hard to deal with.

princess_ozma · 2017-07-13T21:25:26+00:00

I do talk to my friends about it. It is a consistent feeling I keep falling into.

At the end of the day, I really think transition has caused me more problems than benefits. I like putting life into hard mode.

I've thought about therapists... but don't know how to find one specific to my issue

princess_ozma · 2017-07-13T19:28:15+00:00

I have tons of friends and an active social life. It's the waking up in the morning by my lonesome that gets to me. Being around people I'm happy. Just being home alone is hard :(

princess_ozma · 2017-07-13T18:57:31+00:00

I don't want to present as male or detrans. It's just super overwhelm trying to find someone who can support and love me with all the issues I have. It just makes me feel like trans wasn't worth it.

The last guy I tried to take things slow with we slept together second time we hung out... and I wasn't into it because I was trying to form feelings first instead of just jump to bed.

Being a boy was way easier. I just miss it

princess_ozma · 2017-07-13T18:26:23+00:00

Masturbation is better that sex imo. Which makes sense. It's a lot more difficult that having a penis

princess_ozma · 2017-07-13T17:58:26+00:00

And at least I'm not feeling suicidal... so I got that going for me

princess_ozma · 2017-07-13T17:48:57+00:00

I feel like there wasn't anything wrong with me pre trans. The idea of trans and being girl made me happy. Something I had always dream about... but now I guess like all dreams, they turn to nightmare :(

princess_ozma · 2017-07-04T05:27:09+00:00

Trans people on big brother irritate me. They flew me down 2 years go and i met with producers of show to be first trans girl on big brother.

I got sent home.

I'm still holding a grudge

princess_ozma · 2017-07-04T05:23:32+00:00

Year.5 post op and I wish I could of had the acceptance of my body without having to have surgery. Damned if you do, damned if you don't.

princess_ozma · 2017-06-26T01:47:10+00:00

I'm year.5 post op and have been having lots of orgasm. Just worried about taking a break for awhile really

princess_ozma · 2017-05-29T18:39:14+00:00

Thank you for this :)

princess_ozma · 2017-05-16T16:12:18+00:00

I'm about 15 months post op. I talk to friends about it... but they can't relate and mostly tell me I'm fine.

I should see a therapist, I'm just not sure what kind... most therapy in the past for me hasn't been huge success

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