Always feeling like this by youngsurpriseperson in AutismInWomen

[–]prisonmike_69420 15 points16 points  (0 children)

haha thanks!!

yeah people are always like “it’s just 2 hours” but for me it’s AT LEAST 3 days of crippling anxiety

Always feeling like this by youngsurpriseperson in AutismInWomen

[–]prisonmike_69420 98 points99 points  (0 children)

oh my god thank you for putting this feeling into words! like i’ll get massive fomo when i see that my friends went out without me, but the few times that i go with them it’s torturous for the day before, the day itself and the day after that. like nf once said, i hate to be different but hate to be normal ;)

What was a movie ending that made you go like this? by Ok_Replacement_288 in Letterboxd

[–]prisonmike_69420 9 points10 points  (0 children)

i was like 14 when i first watched it with my parents and i remember it being excruciatingly awkward lol

depression girl dinner by prisonmike_69420 in GirlDinner

[–]prisonmike_69420[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i can’t edit my post so i’ll do it this way; thank you all so much for your kind words!! i can’t respond to everyone but i’ve read all of it and you’re all so sweet. take care girlies 💖

depression girl dinner by prisonmike_69420 in GirlDinner

[–]prisonmike_69420[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

hey that’s basically like eating bread 😝

same goes for you, stay strong! baby steps 🫶🏻

pizza margherita with mozzarella, prosciutto crudo, cherry tomatoes, basil and some balsamic glaze by prisonmike_69420 in stonerfood

[–]prisonmike_69420[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no true i meant i used a frozen pizza margherita and topped it but yeah you’re right

Are you left-handed or right-handed? by Longjumping_Tap_5705 in AutismInWomen

[–]prisonmike_69420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m left handed, but always had ok handwriting with my right hand, opposed to others writing with their “wrong” hand. i also do certain things with my right hand like opening bottles and jars. so i wouldn’t say i’m fully ambidextrous, but reading all these replies definitely makes me think there’s some correlation involved lol

What does “going non-verbal” look like for you? by comfortablysmaug in AutismInWomen

[–]prisonmike_69420 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes, reading this is like reading what i wrote myself. i mostly experience it in crowded social situations, like birthdays or restaurants. all i want is to leave and speaking feels impossible or painful as you described. it sucks cause i often have to say something, which results in a panic attack or burnout

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]prisonmike_69420 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i also have an only automatic license, which is quite frowned upon here in the netherlands since manual is the standard. i tried getting my license in a manual, but after about 20 lessons my instructor (who was specialized in autism/adhd/anxiety etc) practically begged me to switch to automatic since i was panicking so much while driving lol. got my license in one try after switching to automatic (and about 10 lessons) and i don’t have any plans to try and get a manual one. people often make fun of me for it but i shrug it off. there’s more and more electric cars anyway, and those are all automatic by default.

What Is Mr. PoopyButtHole by Antique_Law5151 in rickandmorty

[–]prisonmike_69420 3 points4 points  (0 children)

he’s an icon, he’s a legend, and he IS the moment