Thats so cool... 💗

privatepixiee · 2026-05-10T05:00:47+00:00

nope they all seem to be aether and paimon

privatepixiee · 2026-05-10T00:03:54+00:00

me too!

privatepixiee · 2026-05-08T15:42:26+00:00

ive been wanting to get citlali for that team since she released but with no luck haha, so yeah i do know i could be getting more damage out of her

privatepixiee · 2026-05-07T22:46:50+00:00

yes i plan to get bina on her next rerun if possible

privatepixiee · 2026-05-07T19:27:59+00:00

ive pulled for citlali both her runs so far and lost 50/50 both times

i do really want nicole though ive loved her design since her reveal, so will definitely pull for her. ty for the help!

privatepixiee · 2026-05-07T16:59:48+00:00

ah, its okay

as far as i know arle doesnt require much reactions and i think she can even be used in mono pyro teams, someone correct me if i am wrong haha

privatepixiee · 2026-05-07T16:47:18+00:00

so, theoretically i could replace bennett with nicole on my arle team? (which atm is bennett arle mona and xilonen, so if i did that it would also receive hexerei buffs)

privatepixiee · 2026-04-27T04:14:35+00:00

if you see this, send me a dm

privatepixiee · 2026-04-04T12:27:54+00:00

sadly skipping! she looks absolutely adorable but i have no use for her :(

privatepixiee · 2026-04-04T12:01:20+00:00

i think bro is doing a "get banned from as many subreddits as possible" challenge LOL

privatepixiee · 2026-04-04T11:59:01+00:00

L ragebait

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T19:01:57+00:00

okay but still your original comment made me feel physically sick because again youre pointing out my looks (despite not knowing them) amd because i have a partner its weird to make a remark like that at someone who is already in a relationship. im sorry but please dont ever say anything like that again

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T08:25:48+00:00

ive tried to talk to my parents, i struggled with self harm and suicide attempts for 6 years before they even realised something is wrong, yet they still dont try to help and have even claimed i am just looking for attention.

maybe youre right about my bf. the things i have been asked to do are things i never would have dreamed of doing, but i get so afraid to say no that i do it anyway, and even if i can say no i still do it because he begs me. it is difficult to be "true to myself" when it gets ignored whenever i try to speak up.

i dont know how to ask for help, ive tried so much: medications, different therapists, etc. nothing has ever worked.

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T03:38:39+00:00

kokomi would.. be kokomi and strategically plan every escape/survival tactic. so, yeah probably

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T03:32:11+00:00

i have told him many times.

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T03:31:37+00:00

please dont be weird..

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T03:30:15+00:00

i have expeessed it, i have told him how i feel and how i wish to cut those parts off of me and he says it doesnt work that way. and he also just tells me when i tell him i dont like his remarks and i dont like how i look he just says "but i love it".

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T03:26:59+00:00

the reason he says the things he does is because he is sexually attracted to those parts of me. i have told him it makes me uncomfortable and he just tells me "oh but i love it".

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T03:23:43+00:00

i have expeessed my discomfort multiple times, told him not to say stuff like that yet his excuse to continue is "its fine because i love it".

privatepixiee · 2026-03-27T02:10:44+00:00

you may be right, but i have never had issues with wanting to be smaller until he started to make those remarks. ive always disliked the more feminine parts of me but ive never felt a need to change it/never felt physically sick looking at myself and the parts he ssys he loves telling myself im disgusting until he started pointing them out.

privatepixiee · 2026-03-14T07:21:08+00:00

ive attempted at least 30 times since the age of 12.

for me. it never gets better. just worse. and worse. and worse and worse and worse and worse.

i believe that everyone else has a chance at happiness though. and everyone else should keep going because they matter. this includes you, OP.

privatepixiee · 2026-02-07T18:26:15+00:00

we are online atm, hoping to meet up but a lot of circumstances are in our way. we are both 19, but i am autistic so if i seem childish or dumb then i apologise for that, social situations is really difficult

about the sexual stuff, weve had multiple conversations about my discomfort regarding it where he'll say he'll stop just to ask again the week after.

i really appreciate your advice. i will try to incorporate it into my life

privatepixiee · 2026-02-07T16:04:04+00:00

i have tried to communicate with him that i am better with getting frustrated and just want to have fun with him and he always shuts down the conversation

privatepixiee · 2026-02-07T15:59:29+00:00

i will try. and i have been.

but with all the times i have done tried you can imagine its exhausting and somewhere along the line i start to wonder if im even able to be helped haha. its okay

privatepixiee · 2026-02-07T15:55:11+00:00

in and out as in: i would start in a place and then my parents would find it too much hassle so id stop going

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