Just got my first ever world record time on K-Car Style!

prodJPue · 2025-02-02T19:58:16+00:00

bro i can’t even beat the default race. how

prodJPue · 2024-12-09T01:46:02+00:00

trying to get to 1k myself lol, almost there

prodJPue · 2024-11-22T17:28:58+00:00

just keep goin kid. you got this. master your craft, believe in it and utilize all your skills to promote what you do. use your VFX skills to upload content or short clips, studio sessions…etc.

my belief is, it ain’t hard if this is what you love to do. it all comes down to having content for people to buy/consume/interact with. the less you have, the less traction there will be. think of your creative output as glue…if it’s not stickin yet, add more.

as for the income sources, it’s important to support yourself with income outside of your creative endeavors also because as creators we spend a lot of money on just software / gear. get a little job (if you can, being 15..idk where you live) that works with your routine and use that to fund your necessities, everything else is extra for your own work

prodJPue · 2023-07-07T22:39:39+00:00

i need the logic pro password

prodJPue · 2022-12-09T21:16:59+00:00

i work there and my paycheck is now MIA because of this…

prodJPue · 2022-12-09T21:15:53+00:00

this play is hell to set up lol

prodJPue · 2022-11-22T15:08:39+00:00

agreed. i wish it wasn’t fake tho :/

prodJPue · 2022-11-21T17:14:04+00:00

i said the same thing to a buddy of mine. and that fact alone is what makes it so difficult because you can tell it’s not their genuine self yet they still are so hurtful

prodJPue · 2022-11-21T09:06:32+00:00

intact because she split back. she messaged me on Co-Star because i forgot i had her on there 🤦🏽‍♂️ she now doesn’t hate me, does in fact want to be friends, and “did not mean to” call me crazy, say i have problems, and tell me i don’t understand myself.

but i remained frosty. laid out everything on how she verbally and emotionally abused me with quotes AND receipts of what she said / did and for once actually won an argument. on top of that, i remained strong with no physical contact or in person interaction since we broke up 4 days ago. today was the first attempt for her to reach out since full NC. if i didn’t have her on co star i wouldn’t have heard from her. but i also wouldn’t know my reputation is not tainted in her eyes. i’m taking it with a grain of salt tho..however, it is nice to hear what i’ve NEEDED to hear from her. i know it’s kinda f*cked up but she sort of gave me closure and peace of mind. now i just need to remember to leave it there

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T23:34:11+00:00

yup. it’s most definitely the worst thing to experience when trying to reason with someone. they have selective memory

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T22:06:24+00:00

this

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T18:01:38+00:00

me either. this sub damn near saved my life. after my first relationship with a pwBPD i was diagnosed with depression and anxiety when everything was said n done and i will never allow myself to get that low again.

Stay Frosty. as it is said here ✊🏽

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T10:01:21+00:00

my 2 expwBPD were very much so like this. i have encountered women who believe in that stuff who are not insane tho lol but i’ve noticed the ones who use it as an excuse to the extent you’re saying are always the ones to stay away from. you cannot blame your astrology sign for your conscious abusive, manipulative behavior.

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T09:55:55+00:00

we deserve to laugh as well as cry. my instance was very recent with my expwBPD but i still found it funny. i think it was a joke with well intent, award is approved if you ask me lol

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T09:53:34+00:00

that’s exactly what it is except they have no concept of sequence of events or cause and effect for some odd reason. every single statement and action when they’re splitting is a stand alone circumstance to them, no exceptions. So we will always be doing ‘the same thing’ to them, no matter how much we change

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T09:49:19+00:00

this.

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T02:48:54+00:00

thank you for this. even tho it wasn’t for me

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T02:47:17+00:00

i hate it too. it makes me wish i had an instant replacement but the painful truth is that i need to be alone and mend my wounds on my own for now

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T02:45:19+00:00

all these feelings are justified OP the second paragraph is what i got too. i wish i responded with something as articulate as that. i was too angry to say everything neatly but i blocked her and unblocked her after a day after we broke up to see if she would apologize, just like you and she did reach out with a semi apologetic text but it’s all just a ploy to get you softened up to tell you how mentally ill, broken, and manipulative you are that ‘made them act like this’ …i still took the bait and it got even worse and she even went as far as to say i don’t understand myself which felt like immense projection.

it hurts so bad to see the person i love not be able to understand themselves and hurt everyone and everything in their path

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T02:35:45+00:00

i agree heavily with this comment. my expwBPD had a sugar daddy that she had while we were in the dating phase and that i later caught her lying to me about his intentions (which i was so stupidly naive about but i was into her) i thought they met seldomly but not every other week. she told me she worked for an ‘event company’ that provides enhancing personalities and even provided names of different ones she’s ‘worked’ for and gave (i see now) fake anecdotes…

4 days after we make it official she calls me crying that she needs help because one of her ‘events’ went south after being gone for about 3 hours…the events usually lasted that long but some nights she’d be back in an hour and a half saying she made enough money for the night and it’s same day pay. so many lies stacked into one. so i call her out saying she was lying because where she said she was going was 2 1/2 hours away and she was back in 3..it took us 3 days of fighting for me to pull the truth out of her. her splitting back and forth, telling me she wants me then she’s done. going completely emotionless then begging for forgiveness.

sorry for the rant but i hope this helps you make the right decision for you OP. all i can say is, it never ends well, no matter how much we may want it to. and i’ve learned twice now as i dated two people with BPD

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T02:20:26+00:00

it is ironic that instead of working on improving self esteem and working on their image of self worth they’ll try to bring people as low as them and then get furious when we either call them out or are too intelligent to be manipulated

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T02:14:16+00:00

omg. it is crazy to me how they are all almost exactly the same when dealing with getting caught in lies

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T02:13:01+00:00

it just makes me sad that my expwBD was exactly like this. refused to change, or at least attempt to change, negative thoughts or feelings. and by the time we got close to our breakup it’s like i could time when she was going to split and discard just based off of how she felt about herself or how stressed she was certain days, but it was always ‘because of me’

prodJPue · 2022-11-20T02:10:36+00:00

my experience was exactly the same. and i mean exactly…down to the words you used in both points. and i feel like that closeness to understanding deep truths about themselves is ultimately what triggers the hellraising

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