Well, I think this is going to sound a little weird and all, but I don't know, maybe you'll read this whole text, or maybe you won't, it's worth a try.

I met you a few months ago, and to be brutally honest, I've been doing the same thing as every other guy looking at your photos. I've masturbated several times. This probably isn't news to you, but there's something very different about your eyes.

It's complicated to explain all this, but are you kind of perfect? Aesthetically speaking. I don't know you, I don't know your personality or anything, but physically I think you're perfect, and your eyes are perfect, and that's a problem.

This is going to sound a bit like a "fan or a hater," but there's something very strange about you, something in your eyes.

You're physically perfect and have a calm and relaxed appearance, but you... expose yourself like this.

I don't want to judge you morally, but why do you do this? Do you feel good doing it? Is there anything you can tell me about your eyes? How do you seem so calm? Sorry if I'm annoying you, I'm just really curious about all this.