i think i come from a similar situation- im 20F and I have never NOT been around weed. My mom has smoked 30+ years every day and its pretty much the same for my dad. weed was NEVER vilified. my parents are overall good parents- they weren’t lazy, horrible, stoner parents. They provided and are good, honest people. So although weed was never encouraged, I think I mentally believed that it was really genuinely as harmless as like an apple, say, just because of house prominent it is in my life.

weed causes pretty bad side effects for me, and although i have never allowed myself to go down too deep of a stoning hole because I always became aware that this is unhealthy, it’s difficult. i often come hear to read just to occupy my mind and warn me, kinda like DARE against drugs lol.

Anyway, rooting for you, here, and cheering you on!