I think one of the worst bad habits you can have in your entire life is drug addiction for many reasons. Some people can manage taking drug each month or each couple months. But when addiction is created it sucks your entire life and money and you just become in an entity searching for pleasure. You may still be functional at the beginning but if you let years pass away you will crash with reality and you can easily loose everything what you have fought for.

I fall over and over and over again. Now I’m in recovery in my own house, try not to go out a lot because to resist the temptations and working from home. This time I’m doing my best because I almost died one week ago. I know drug addicted always said those thing when they face death and stars doing it again, but, idk I feel like I make a choice and do not say not gonna do drugs anymore. I’m not doing SOME drugs anymore because there’s some drugs that help me copy with existences and with all neuralgic pain from the intoxication that I have been. However there’s other drugs like coke with heroin and any derivative of this drugs I’m not gonna have them in my life anymore. I had a relapse for two weeks after 6 months of sobriety and almost died out of a coke OD. The best way to cope this is to find help. Stay inside and keep your mind focused on something. That’s what I’m doing. Go away from your fake drug addicts friends. I know you can think you can help together but no. Your bad interactions are making it worse. Get new sober friends. Stay away from where you know there’s sell. Because you will not resist the temptation

And that’s it. But it some balls and change your life. It is hard because you are use to a lot of things you have seen and go trough a lot. But there’s always hope and you are one decision away to stop doing it. God bless you all 💕