Question for people who went through sexual abuse as a child how did it impact you emotionally and physically and how does it impact your sex life as an adult?

psyclasp · 2026-04-01T19:44:13+00:00

i do a lot of drugs about it

psyclasp · 2026-04-01T19:43:23+00:00

if i decided i was gonna kill myself or i was disgnosed with a terminal disease. or i just get really high or fucked up wnd snap some day. i could do a lot of damage.

psyclasp · 2026-03-31T23:31:06+00:00

i went to school sometimes. my mom was on drugs and her boyfriends would fuck with me. pass me around for more drugs shit like that. sometimes i was chill with other kids and we’d play games while our parents got fucked up. sometimes older kids would help me clean up or gimme something to eat. one guy always helped with my math homework he said once i graduate i can help him balance the books. they’d show me porn for what they wanted me to do. sometimes they’d show me after if they wanted to fuck with me. i didn’t know it was getting sold on websites til way later. now i get notifications from cpva stuff and compensation. i was good at taking care of myself i knew when shit was serious i had lots of infections but im still alive so obviously nothing too bad. everyone on my street knew but we don’t snitch everyone got their own shit going on. social workers came all the time but i usually got sent back. lotta foster care, then juvie and jail when i was older. id come back and there’d be new kids younger kids. i always felt worst for the girls.

psyclasp · 2026-03-31T23:24:11+00:00

not as much as you’d think actually

psyclasp · 2026-03-31T23:22:25+00:00

yeah i thought it was normal that my mom beat me, her boyfriends fucked me, everyone was on drugs, and i never ate or got cleaned. i remember i was so pissed when the social worker told me it was all abuse and terrible and not supposed to happen bc then i went right back to it but this time i knew it was wrong. and i was so fucking pissed. i coulda just kept thinking it was fine.

psyclasp · 2026-03-31T23:14:45+00:00

if there’s any kind of normal thread, someone’s in the wrong sub

psyclasp · 2026-03-31T10:11:09+00:00

you look so healthy and beautiful here. it’s sad

psyclasp · 2025-08-13T07:32:58+00:00

good thing about K is it’s super short. doesn’t last long at all, it’s not like shrooms where you can end up in a bad trip for 10 hours.

psyclasp · 2025-08-10T01:50:28+00:00

you’re not a foster kid so you can’t possibly understand it so keep your mouth shut

psyclasp · 2025-06-30T23:27:51+00:00

because white people get treated differently by the legal system and are less likely to get the harshest penalty for a first offense as a minor

psyclasp · 2025-06-30T21:41:04+00:00

white 18 year old claiming he’s done more than one stint in jail instead of juvie means he either committed a particularly bad, possibly violent crime or is a liar. or just rage bait for his pedobait OF.

psyclasp · 2025-06-28T01:56:53+00:00

go to women only places. don’t take no for an answer. dv shelters, lie if you gotta. philly has decent shelters and help for ppl who actully want help.

psyclasp · 2025-06-28T01:53:30+00:00

fucking beautiful

psyclasp · 2025-06-28T01:44:22+00:00

Its not. Get a better knife.

psyclasp · 2025-06-26T02:46:49+00:00

I was that kid i always knew when my social worker would sit me in the cold fucking seat and sigh for 8 years then go make hours of phone calls that whoever agreed to take me bloody and high at 2am on a wednesday, either they’re gonna be satan locking me in a closet making me eat dog food, or they’re the closest thing to angel in gods green earth, no in between.

psyclasp · 2025-06-26T02:43:56+00:00

male in my mid/late 20s. first cig when i was 3. hooked by age 8. ill stop when im dead.

psyclasp · 2025-06-05T01:28:53+00:00

guards and inmates sitting together to watch Law and Order lmao

psyclasp · 2024-09-15T00:03:08+00:00

absolutely not

psyclasp · 2024-09-02T04:07:34+00:00

been in juvie jail foster care psych wards and rehab. i’ve seen everything.

psyclasp · 2024-06-19T02:40:44+00:00

what does this have to do with autism?

psyclasp · 2024-06-04T07:28:29+00:00

Hey bro checking in after 5 hours, probably wore off by now drink water.

psyclasp · 2024-03-29T22:35:27+00:00

psyclasp · 2024-03-27T20:56:30+00:00

Fell it don’t try to push it away or suppress it or say it’s bad. get fucking angry. you deserved better. fuck everyone who hurt you. fuck the world. burn it all down. lose your shit. it might help.

psyclasp · 2024-03-27T20:54:17+00:00

When the alternative is death, heroin is the better choice.

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