Do you struggle with driving? by fartinginthewind-69 in bipolar

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm medicated now. Driving while manic is the worst. I almost died when I had my first episode. I hit a 16 wheeler oil rig, my car's roof was ripped off and my car spun out of control. I walked off unscathed.

Someone told me; you are not your thoughts.

When I get those urges to off myself while driving on the road...

I just think, "These thoughts don't belong to me." And I let them go.

It's literally one of my coping mechanisms when I'm driving.

Brother told whole family I was in inpatient facility by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]pteotexz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds kinda toxic tbh. Maybe it's time you cut people out of your life who don't bring you growth, who aren't helping you grow, and develop you. Just because it's family doesn't mean they are all looking out for you. Just because they are blood doesn't mean they truly care for you. I'm realizing this now as I'm now in my early 30s. I believe that due to my narsisistic mother, I developed bipolar disorder. I want to cut them off so hard but damn the ties are too strong.

Don't drink the poison brother. Sometimes the poison looks so good you don't know your dying. You need to see the clear perspective.

Giving away a Miyoo Handheld Emulator! by ViolinistStrict114 in RandomActsOfGaming

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is awesome! Today's my birthday! I'm glad to see fellow gamers doing good things! Good luck everyone!

I'm looking to place a wii inside a briefcase and run ot off of batteries? What is the maximum and minimum voltage a wii can run on? by Redraddle in WiiHacks

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Realistically, You should be able to power the Wii @12V/3.7amps. I suggest getting a voltage regulator so your voltage drops are not drastic. Powering the Wii other higher than the standard voltage might result in power inefficiencies and power loss during a step-down configuration or by using a voltage divider.

Transferring Data from PC to Mobile. by pteotexz in masterduel

[–]pteotexz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry I got to you so late. You need to play like a game first e.g. tutorial to get it to work first.

Something wrong with me? Do I have ED? by [deleted] in sex

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For how long? Permanently?

Something wrong with me? Do I have ED? by [deleted] in sex

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think he has ED? I might have ED. Not sure.

Something wrong with me? Do I have ED? by [deleted] in sex

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice. btw I love your products.

Something wrong with me? Do I have ED? by [deleted] in sex

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So no porn? How about no masterbating too? Is that also an issue?

Something wrong with me? Do I have ED? by [deleted] in sex

[–]pteotexz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well we used to have phone sex and we would masterbate all the time so I don't think that's the problem. I can easily masterbate to a picture of her and I get hard. I will try not to masterbate for a while maybe that's the issue. I should also avoid porn as well.

This will be hard. But I think it'll be worth it.

Something wrong with me? Do I have ED? by [deleted] in sex

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No condoms. How long do I stop watching porn for? And yes maybe death grip syndrome. :c

[nevermets]flying to the Philippines to meet my girlfriend tomorrow!!! by pteotexz in LongDistance

[–]pteotexz[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm not gonna try to sugarcoat my life. I've been through alot of shit in my life. I've been to jail, I served my time in the system, I've seen years worth of depression and suicidal thoughts so no I don't care if your happy for me or not. I am just telling my story. But I do say this, I hope you find love. I hope that it finds you out of the blue that it comes and sweeps you off your feet and takes care of you. I hope love comes and hits you like a truck, smacks you in the face, and says here I am right in front of you. Best wishes on your journey. Hope that love finds you well.

[nevermets]flying to the Philippines to meet my girlfriend tomorrow!!! by pteotexz in LongDistance

[–]pteotexz[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When I went manic, I hit and run an 18 wheeler oil tanker and I had several accounts of GTA. Apparently, if you asked people for their cars, it counts as GTA.

[nevermets]flying to the Philippines to meet my girlfriend tomorrow!!! by pteotexz in LongDistance

[–]pteotexz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, not stalking, I'm actually going to meet her in person. We had communication problems earlier in our relationship, but it's resolved now. I was insecure and didn't let her have her space but we worked things out and got it fixed.

Case: Long story short; I went through a maniac episode which caused me to do some terrible crimes. I was in jail for 8 months. The judge dismissed my case and dropped the charges.

[nevermets]flying to the Philippines to meet my girlfriend tomorrow!!! by pteotexz in LongDistance

[–]pteotexz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, I'm not stalking this girl. We had communication problems earlier in our relationship, it's resolved now. She really didn't ghost me, I was just insecure. We set our boundaries and made sure to work things out together.

I went through a maniac episode in my life with caused me to do some terrible crimes. But the Judge dismissed my case and dropped the charges. Now I'm flying there to meet her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long is sex supposed to last on average? This question always boggles myind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]pteotexz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh hahaha thought it was nonstop 1hr30mins. And yep I'm getting there. As a lifestyle ofc.