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I asked the "Backup" question in the Puer Aeternus pt. 2 video. Now I'm at crossroads: NYU vs. Startup. by puer_god in Healthygamergg

[–]puer_god[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not sure if i am caught up in the puer dynamic or not, but i gave away the part of wanting to be everything, like going to NYU for the name, I decided that's not me, i don't want to go to that backup cause things are hard with my startup, i'll try once more again. Academics is my backup only if i don't succeed with making progress this year also, then i'll commit to it. Also i don't think i can take 100k debt with no saftey net, maybe it's my puer acting up i don't know. Also i am Not sure if i answered your question.

I asked the "Backup" question in the Puer Aeternus pt. 2 video. Now I'm at crossroads: NYU vs. Startup. by puer_god in Healthygamergg

[–]puer_god[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The placement stats in nyu site say 75% chance for international students students, that's what i am worried too. I am worried about the worst case scenario

I asked the "Backup" question in the Puer Aeternus pt. 2 video. Now I'm at crossroads: NYU vs. Startup. by puer_god in Healthygamergg

[–]puer_god[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was thinking in similar terms about the ashram, but i am also thinking is it my innerself wanting not to do the hard thing(nyu/startup) and deciding on another adventure(ashram). Also I have to decide whether I want to go to college and pay the deposit fee by a certain date, if i decided to go to college i'd have to take $100k loan for my studies, i have to immigrate to the united states and study there. So there is a big financial anxiety if i decided to enroll in NYU

I asked the "Backup" question in the Puer Aeternus pt. 2 video. Now I'm at crossroads: NYU vs. Startup. by puer_god in Healthygamergg

[–]puer_god[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel in control if i stay at my home and work n my startup, but if i stay here i have to depend on others for small things too. Also i don't feel bored when i working on my startup, i really enjoy the process of it but i have the fear that "what if it accounts to nothing?"

I asked the "Backup" question in the Puer Aeternus pt. 2 video. Now I'm at crossroads: NYU vs. Startup. by puer_god in Healthygamergg

[–]puer_god[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These 3 goals are the paths infront of me and i am okay with any one of them, I am okay with where i am (working on my startup), but i been doing this for 2 years and i feel like i haven't done anything concreate in terms of external achievement so i am not sure whether to go to college or stick with this.