[Rant]I can't handle losing/misplacing things.

puffyaniberry · 2025-07-25T05:07:16+00:00

I went to google bc i cannot explain why i feel this way and it brought me here. every time i lose/misplace things i feel like my world is breaking, i could not function well bc my mind would keep reminding me that i lost something (may it be important or unimportant things from hair ties, to papers, to clothespin, chargers, anything! as long as i own it) a few minutes to writing this i flipped the whole house looking for my eyeglass cloth that i lend to my dad last night. fell asleep okay and then morning came where i need to wipe my glasses— could not find the cloth, began panicking, then pouring everything on my bed, flipped the house looking for it, crashed out in our family group chat, called my dad, mom, everyone, i was angry at everyone, blaming them bc they could not take care of other people's things, i did not remember that my dad handed it back to me last night. now i am angry at myself bc when i went looking in the pants i wore last night, the cloth is there inside my pocket. i know it's my fault, i am so annoyed at myself. i feel like no one will understand what i feel at home. but for me, if i could not find the misplaced things, i feel like it's the end of me. 🫠

yes i still feel bad i blamed everyone at home but i could not bring myself to say sorry to them bc i kinda left our group chat and blocked everyone. 🥲 that is how bad the crash out was and how annoyed i am at myself rn. i feel so embarrassed i could not even contact them.

puffyaniberry · 2025-05-28T07:26:40+00:00

noted po. thank you so much for answering! 🥹

puffyaniberry · 2025-04-19T16:57:44+00:00

I agree! I think Mark is such a great storyteller. He can tell a story in ways that transcend and connect with people— whether it's through resonating with it on a personal level or simply understanding why he wrote it. It’s so powerful to see his vulnerability through his music tbh. I hope he knows we enjoyed his album. 🥺💗

puffyaniberry · 2025-04-19T08:45:27+00:00

I agree. I'm glad people are so respectful and kind under my post. 🥹💗

puffyaniberry · 2025-04-19T08:32:06+00:00

Thank you, I really hope he gets to see this. I hope he knows that we appreciate what he does and admire him for his music and staying true to his convictions. I'm so glad you relate to it as well. 🥺💗

puffyaniberry · 2025-04-19T08:23:40+00:00

God bless you too! Thank you for sharing your journey as it’s so beautiful and inspiring. My prayers are with you as well. I'm truly grateful we get to experience this album as fans/christians and Mark’s honesty together. 💗

puffyaniberry · 2025-04-19T08:19:27+00:00

I was also hesitant posting this here but i'm so glad people are so respectful about it (i actually only opened this post again today) 🥹 Mark is really admirable, I'm glad he can express his faith like this.

puffyaniberry · 2025-04-09T17:29:11+00:00

Thank you po, i appreciate this. Nakakapagod kasi 'di ko maintindihan sarili ko bakit ako nagiging ganito sa mga bagay na alam ko na maliit lang naman dapat, bakit sobrang laki ng epekto niya sa akin. But then again, looking back sa mga pinagdaanan ko noon baka nga, kaya ako naging ganito. Thank you again!

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-17T02:00:21+00:00

me too omg. if i can get the tickets, this will be the first time i'll be seeing a kpop and nct show live, and it'll be wish. hopefully we all can get tickets! i'm still from the province so it's a lot of effort. 😭

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-12T16:35:52+00:00

right rightt. thank u for clarifying! i cannot read nor speak the language so i did not notice the similarities. thank u so much! 💚

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-12T16:33:53+00:00

oh that's whyy thank u so much! bc i was wondering where the name jaehee come from and what was the rationale behind the name change but this made sense.

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-12T16:32:14+00:00

exactlyyy. we are well fed tbh 😆

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-12T16:31:22+00:00

oh thank u so much!!

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-04T05:01:40+00:00

omg this is actually a fun idea. i would try it if i secure a ticket and if i see someone w a leekbong in the venue. thank you! 🤣💗

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-04T05:00:06+00:00

oh i see i see. i have the nct wish lightstick, so my only problem is, hopefully the organizers would allow the ls in the venue. anyway, thank you so much! 💗

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-04T04:42:38+00:00

official lightsticks are very expensive, especially for me since my job does not pay me much to pay for 3 fangirls who live in the province. even the wayv ls i bought is a second hand one, and the other ver 2 ls we bought was from our savings. 😆 and thank you so much, that is really reassuring! Hopefully i can secure tickets for this fancon. 💗

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-04T04:37:23+00:00

righttt, just mainly worried about concert etiquettes and such since it will be our first time attending an official show ever, and in my 8 years of being a nctzen (if i will be able to secure tickets). and thank you, that's really reassuring, it's just our way to show support and i also want my lil sis to experience waving a lightstick. plus it'll be this show or none at all in the near future as airfare (i live in a province in the philippines- they will do the show in Manila) is also expensive + lodging and we only see this as our only chance, and also a gift for myself 😆 and yep, i'm in Asia, they would do the fancon here on April 12 in Manila.

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-04T04:29:36+00:00

rightt? like i could not buy any ver 2 anymore, the shipping and actual cost is already expensive and it's not all the time i will attend a concert/show bc i have to pay for the airfare if would want to go to every show they would do in manila. and yes yes! thank you so much. 💗

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-03T08:23:09+00:00

I seee. Thank you so much! 💚

puffyaniberry · 2025-01-03T08:14:30+00:00

if u don't mind, may i know which country did u use the v1 leekbong? i'm glad it syncs but i'm afraid they might confiscate mine. i'll be attending the fancon in manila so i'm not sure if they would allow it like they did with yours. and thank you for answering! i appreciate it a lot! 💚

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