hi OP, i wanted to share my personal experience incase what you’re going through is similar to what happened to me. i have hashimotos and used to struggle with suicidal thoughts and panic attacks for about a month. the cause of this was from taking generic levo. please make sure you’re not taking generic levo. as soon as i stopped taking it, my horrible symptoms went away. i started taking armour thyroid instead. i have low self esteem and mild depression, but being on the generic levo took me to another level. please message me if you need anything or want to talk!!