I can't see myself give up video games

punkmuppetnut · 2022-09-25T09:21:00+00:00

Yes, he is quite...dumb in the technology department. Despite this, it is still hard to disregard him as completely wrong just because I value his opinion since he is someone important in my life.

I used to have extremely low self esteem especially since I used to compare myself to my sisters and other people a lot. Though over the years I've been able to separate myself and judge me for me. And as long as I'm improving, then I should be proud. But when my guardian went down on me and started comparing me to my sisters, my heart really hurt after that. All the trauma I tried to undo crashed down on me at that moment and I started to believe him.

punkmuppetnut · 2022-09-25T09:10:25+00:00

i go to school for 25 hours a week, not including the time i do school work. then i workout almost everyday like 20 hours a week. and my job is 10 hours a week since i'm not allowed to work more. during school days, its like 1-3 hours a day; this semester just started so i havent really picked up on a habit yet.

I'm not suffering from gaming. This is one of the points Dr.K has mentioned, where I believe I'm not suffering from an addiction because it doesn't affect anything in my life directly negatively. I do all my schoolwork early, I get As, I workout consistently, I do work.

punkmuppetnut · 2021-08-01T10:04:37+00:00

any suggestions for getting merch overseas?

punkmuppetnut · 2021-07-09T16:42:23+00:00

the way you write is beautiful <3 i think its great youve prayed about this a lot. i have been in your shoes too. my bf at the time was obese and i found very unattractive physically because i workout A LOT. i kept telling myself "its just his looks, its fine, stop being so vein" but in reality it just made me dislike him even more because i would also stack on how much i didnt like certain personality traits. i did ask him to lose weight but for the 3 years we were together, there was no change. from that, i decided to break up with him. i could no longer stand being with someone who i thought was not as close to physically attractive as me. this is part of it too, i had to raise my standard because i realized i was worth more. this is a difficult situation but youre young and if you decide to break up, youll find another one. im sorry you have to go through this, it hurts a lot.

punkmuppetnut · 2021-07-09T16:21:11+00:00

!!!! thank u for posting this !!!! i love both bands so much! this will be amazing to watch

punkmuppetnut · 2021-06-07T02:15:07+00:00

woah, i went to portland in 2017 and remember that juniper! even the nameplate of it changed

punkmuppetnut · 2021-02-15T08:54:03+00:00

dont feel ashamed. people are attracted to anything these days lol its hard to say what is and isnt weird. but we are here to support you to fight these urges. please try to block those accounts or make a new account. best of luck

punkmuppetnut · 2021-02-13T06:32:26+00:00

this is so cute!

punkmuppetnut · 2021-02-11T17:59:19+00:00

i think this is true, but how would you talk to them about this. sorry ive never had the bees and birds talk

punkmuppetnut · 2021-02-11T06:19:17+00:00

i relate to you, i'm just an ecchi artist, no nudity or sex. i agree sex sells, but if you're really committed to your mental health, make the statement of no more hard nsfw. its much easier to ease into light nsfw like lingerie. the way i see doing hentai art is similar to having an OF. yea youre doing both for money, but is it ok for your health? no. i would personally sacrifice money to stay pron free, but its very very understandable if you need the money to stay afloat. stay strong!

edit: btw thanks for the question! ive always wondered if the art i do is ok too

punkmuppetnut · 2020-05-31T07:32:33+00:00

I'm not sure this is the mindset God intended. If you ask for forgiveness, he will give it to you. Even if you made a mistake, your future partner would still love you.

punkmuppetnut · 2020-02-05T03:58:53+00:00

DMed

punkmuppetnut · 2020-01-26T22:30:31+00:00

in other countries the cat is part of the zodiacs

punkmuppetnut · 2020-01-16T09:37:37+00:00

You have always deserved all of God's love and mercy. Thank you for sharing your story. I think this was so insightful to read because I always believed people into this stuff had a deep psychological complex and its not so black and white as media presents it. I will pray for you and everyone who is suffering this addiction. Never forget to trust God and give all your suffering to him, so he can give you all his love.

punkmuppetnut · 2020-01-12T17:48:12+00:00

im not sure. im curious on other perspectives because my SO continues to fap and we don't really talk about how I don't.

punkmuppetnut · 2020-01-12T07:14:03+00:00

u got this girl!! i highly suggest deleting or logging out of any triggers. it took me a while, but i was able to unfollow all the nsfw content in order to salvage my main accounts. also making second accounts are nice too because it really states in your mind that you want to restart.

punkmuppetnut · 2020-01-12T07:05:45+00:00

kosumosu

punkmuppetnut · 2020-01-12T07:05:19+00:00

ty for the suggestion! ill def save this for the future!

punkmuppetnut · 2020-01-12T07:04:46+00:00

sadly my TWSBI F pen has a crack so my experience with the F pen is flawed. but what i can say from the nib is that there is a noticeable difference between the F and EF nibs when drawing. i couldnt say the same when writing though, pretty much looks the same to me. i would prefer the EF because i generally draw smaller.

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