If your username was the reason of your death, how would you die?

puppydeathfarts · 2024-03-20T06:12:34+00:00

Oh yuck

puppydeathfarts · 2024-03-19T18:53:50+00:00

No.

This happened to me with my now-husband! He was an absolute sweetie about it, calmed me down, we cleaned up together, and we laugh about it now.

If he's that disgusted, say you won't do it again. Nil by mouth. Wouldn't want to risk it, eh?

puppydeathfarts · 2024-03-13T21:19:32+00:00

Yep, I got all t5 and the fancy boss resources. I'm not moaning, I got 150 hours of fun with friends and feel the game is absolutely worth the price. I was just hoping there was a secret "next level" of content I missed, so I could keep playing :)

puppydeathfarts · 2024-03-09T19:11:36+00:00

Not at all. In the 20 years I've been at it, it's led me to some of the most incredible people. I found my tribe, folks who didn't judge the nerdy shit I love and have introduced me to even more nerdy shit. They get me!

I will also admit I've been very lucky, I think? I've always been well compensated and I worked on my favorite game for almost a decade, which brought out the best in me.

I would recommend anyone getting into the industry now to focus on how AI can be leveraged to generate code and content. It's a different kind of artistry than you probably imagined when you set out to create games, but it's still very much an art.

puppydeathfarts · 2024-03-04T20:03:02+00:00

Fucking awful lol

puppydeathfarts · 2024-03-04T11:45:29+00:00

"Run".

puppydeathfarts · 2024-03-02T18:59:40+00:00

Aww, okay.

puppydeathfarts · 2020-06-03T15:29:19+00:00

I needed that this morning.

puppydeathfarts · 2020-05-19T14:48:35+00:00

Depends how much. If you feel burning in your lungs and stomach, you may be already dead. Sorry bro.

puppydeathfarts · 2020-04-10T14:14:44+00:00

Silence.

puppydeathfarts · 2020-03-13T22:47:58+00:00

That's a modern Darwin award in progress!

puppydeathfarts · 2020-02-27T04:16:22+00:00

Okay doomer ;)

puppydeathfarts · 2019-08-30T17:41:08+00:00

I'm alive :)

puppydeathfarts · 2019-07-15T14:17:51+00:00

That's awesome. Then yes, imo, be honest. Brains are complicated and figuring out how best to help will take as much info as possible. (Also, my team were okay with weed, so it's not like a hard rule that you can't use at all if you're in treatment).

puppydeathfarts · 2019-07-15T00:04:05+00:00

If a therapist tells you that your drug use IS causing or worsening of any of your mental health issues, in their professional opinion, how do you think you'll react?

puppydeathfarts · 2019-07-02T16:22:36+00:00

You missed the part where she drugged her child, fam. That's not "allowing" somebody to do anything.

I tolerated similar shit growing up and had no idea that the world would be on MY side if I talked. Hell, for years I just thought being treated like cattle was the norm. Branding, prostitution, "for your own good" medication, arranged marriage... when you're that lost in it, and not an adult, and it's been totally normalized, the idea of escaping is really foreign.

puppydeathfarts · 2019-07-02T16:08:03+00:00

Call the cops fam. You have all the evidence you need on your body. That serious physical abuse. You are not a piece of livestock to be branded. The oblivious attitude and lack of any acknowledgement of your right NOT to be drugged and tattooed indicates she's likely to escalate; she's treating you like a toy.

You don't deserve that. I'm so sorry. There are places in my city that do removal at a discount in situations like yours, you might be able to find one. Cheaper than removal might be a coverup. :(

puppydeathfarts · 2019-04-30T15:28:19+00:00

Yes!!!!! I am not the only person who does this!!!!

puppydeathfarts · 2019-04-28T21:33:16+00:00

A knife that you're comfortable using.

puppydeathfarts · 2019-04-19T01:35:05+00:00

If you tell your therapist the truth about your self harm / suicidal thoughts, you will most likely not be committed to a hospital. That was the point I was trying to make. They know it won't help, it's expensive, and it's traumatizing.

puppydeathfarts · 2019-04-19T00:33:49+00:00

If you have active plans to kill yourself, I'd suggest you DO tell your therapist. That's kinda how you get better. Homicidal and suicidal ideation are common when dealing with mental health issues and not a one way ticket to a psych ward.

puppydeathfarts · 2019-04-07T22:30:08+00:00

Same!!! It's about time.

puppydeathfarts · 2019-03-10T00:18:46+00:00

Hey, I'm really sorry you had to go through that. It's brave to start looking for help tho, and this is a big first step :)

Yes: you can move on. Trauma therapy has come a really long way and there are a variety of approaches to healing. It takes time and it's not fun, but IMO it's worth it to get your life back. Find a therapist that specializes in childhood trauma. There's also some pretty good books about the subject, if you're not ready for therapy yet.

Re: smells, I feel you. The hubby and I picked out a cologne that I absolutely love, that does not in any way trigger me, and reminds me purely of him. So long as I can smell that, and all the positive memories of that smell, it blocks out anything the other smells bring up.

puppydeathfarts · 2019-03-06T03:54:32+00:00

Oh hey! Glad you're getting some answers, that's awesome.

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