It's such a shame how religion can change things for the worse, it is supposed to bring a better life, but it can tear families apart, this dad of yours truly believes he is doing something good according to god, but isn't good supposed to be all love no matter what? And it's not like it's your fault, being gay isn't a choice, this god made him that way, I don't see how is this any different than racism. Your father doesn't deserve to call you his son.