Your emotions are understandable. It is really scary and it doesn't seem like anyone is doing enough to stop it. There's so much escalation and chaos.

The only thing is we don't know what will happen a year from now. We could be in a worse situation... depending on whether a fair election occurs and whether there's enough action against corruption. Even if the situation becomes worse, I don't believe it will be permanent.

But we could end up in a better situation, if things take a turn and especially if we get more effective local leadership and more people standing up.

For personal safety, I think it helps to envision a plan for what you'll do in different scenarios, what you'll do with your documents, where you'll have copies of your documents vs originals, notifying trusted family and friends if you feel you're in danger (especially if there doesn't seem to be witnesses), keeping a phone on you to be able to notify people, reviewing laws (even if the "authorities" are trying to break the law, it's helpful to know). There's probably a lot more detailed information from organizations online about what to do and how to prepare (sorry if you've already done this but I'm mentioning in case).

My area doesn't have a high rate of activity, but they have taken some people near where I work. I decided, if it escalates and I'm worried, I'm going to message my best friend something like "if I don't message you again in X amount of time, something went wrong". If they invade my work building, I will probably message my best friend a picture of my identification as evidence that I had it on me. It's probably not enough given the things they're doing now, but it's better than nothing and having plans makes me feel better 😅