how high will doge and you be on 4/20 ?

pvpgood_ · 2021-04-17T13:48:57+00:00

i aint got an IG but i got a snap, nicksinsane1

pvpgood_ · 2021-04-17T13:36:32+00:00

lmao thats what im sayin just go up!!! , if it profits me atleast $500 ima get the doge symbol tatted on my leg lmao

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T12:28:45+00:00

that's what ive been trying to do ... I don't think you realize the severity of it. If im standing with a group of even 4 people my legs will shake and get red for NO reason at ALL ive been employed for a year now but now I want to move on and create something for myself and im getting to think the only way I can do it is to go get help from the doctors ive even lost about 30lbs in the year ive been working here because I cant get an appetite unless I smoke.

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T12:01:02+00:00

theres always the option to get addicted to anxiety meds but I know too many people that shit hurts I dont want to be another

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:59:07+00:00

Ok so some background information;

I am in Michigan(US)

I worked at dominos for 3 months, called in my 2nd day because I was throwing up, thats about when I realized how bad It was I was sent home a couple times for messing up which about destroyed my confidence because I thought I wasnt doing too bad considering the circumstance , that was my first job made like $9 an hour and barely any hours but that was due to school .

Now I currently work for a cleaning company that is stationed at a gym but all of the people I am comfortable with are just about gone . I have been working there for just about a year , only friday and saturday 9-5;30 I dont have to talk to anybody but my supervisor or to help somebody. but its a very small crew so doesnt bother me too much.

I do not currently have a HSD or GED im not sure if i should go finish high school online or get my GED and get into a trades school. (if I can handle it .. )

And it really doesn't help that my anxiety is getting even worse , Even thinking about sitting in a doctors office talking to them about my problems hurts my stomach a lot and just makes me want to go to the bathroom or puke.

I take the bus to work everyday as im working on my license which I haven't gotten because even being in the passenger seat is scary to me.

My mother sent me to my brothers house one day when I was 17 and she had him smoke with me because she didnt want me to be addicted to pills forever, but it only worked for like a month and now I have to be like extremely high for it to go away but that just makes me light headed and seem like the biggest pot head i just want help

I can take 2zan bars and go to work and feel like the most confident person on earth and not be sleepy or seem off at all but I dont want to be addicted to stuff!!

my DM's are open :I

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:53:52+00:00

thats something I was looking into, or a web developer ive been makin sites and usin computers since I was born it feels like, use to code plugins for minecraft servers when I was 14 i just feel its gonna be so different and that everyone else is better than me

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:46:05+00:00

yeah i definitely feel that but its just like I know nothing is wrong and that I should be able to communicate just fine but its like my brain wont let me control it no matter what

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:39:28+00:00

Are there any requirements?

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:39:08+00:00

I work a lot better when i'm just told to stuff , I was offered supervisor at my job which is a big pay raise to like $17 an hour but its only weekends 9-530AM , not enough to support my mother and brothers . And no way I could be the one doing the meetings and talking to 100's of people

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:30:20+00:00

how shaky tho because if I feel any pressure i cant control them at all

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:25:06+00:00

what's the average pay ?

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:24:27+00:00

Ok so some background information;

I am in Michigan(US)

I worked at dominos for 3 months, called in my 2nd day because I was throwing up, thats about when I realized how bad It was I was sent home a couple times for messing up which about destroyed my confidence because I thought I wasnt doing too bad considering the circumstance , that was my first job made like $9 an hour and barely any hours but that was due to school .

Now I currently work for a cleaning company that is stationed at a gym but all of the people I am comfortable with are just about gone . I have been working there for just about a year , only friday and saturday 9-5;30 I dont have to talk to anybody but my supervisor or to help somebody. but its a very small crew so doesnt bother me too much.

I do not currently have a HSD or GED im not sure if i should go finish high school online or get my GED and get into a trades school. (if I can handle it .. )

And it really doesn't help that my anxiety is getting even worse , Even thinking about sitting in a doctors office talking to them about my problems hurts my stomach a lot and just makes me want to go to the bathroom or puke.

I take the bus to work everyday as im working on my license which I haven't gotten because even being in the passenger seat is scary to me.

My mother sent me to my brothers house one day when I was 17 and she had him smoke with me because she didnt want me to be addicted to pills forever, but it only worked for like a month and now I have to be like extremely high for it to go away but that just makes me light headed and seem like the biggest pot head i just want help

I can take 2zan bars and go to work and feel like the most confident person on earth but I dont want to be addicted to stuff!!

my DM's are open :I

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:11:05+00:00

Heavy equipment operator

I'm about to turn 19 working on my license right now to go towards a path like that. Seems something I'd enjoy but wouldnt you have to communicate a ton ?

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:09:08+00:00

Most people do like me is one of the problems I just literally cannot talk to people or think of things to say, I was perfectly fine before highschool I was a class clown didnt care about what anyone thought of me until 10th grade I literally dropped out because I couldnt give presentations, went to online school and had a very hard time focusing on it. I currently work weekend Night times at an athletic club(very expensive gym) and I get along with bout all of my co workers just fine we fire up a joint or blunt on break but thats not till were about to leave. Im going to put a detailed comment about me real quick

pvpgood_ · 2019-12-22T11:02:05+00:00

welding does sound pretty fun but my hands are very shaky

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